He burst out laughing; there was as much hysteria in the laugh as a man
gives way to. His nerves were shattered by struggle, love and fear, and
sought relief in ghastly merriment. Somehow the whole scene reminded
him of one in a comic opera. There was a ludicrous side to it.
Supposing that the political opponents, who already hated him so
bitterly, could have seen him slinking from door to door at midnight
with an unconscious lady in his arms—what would they have said?
He ceased laughing; the fit passed—indeed it was no laughing matter.
Then he thought of the first night of their strange communion, that
night before he had returned to London. The seed sown in that hour had
blossomed and borne fruit indeed. Who would have dreamed it possible
that he should thus have drawn Beatrice to him? Well, he ought to have
known. If it was possible that the words which floated through her mind
could arise in his as they had done upon that night, what was not
possible? And were there not other words, written by the same
master-hand, which told of such things as these:
“‘Now—now,’ the door is heard;
Hark, the stairs! and near—
Nearer—and here—
‘Now’! and at call the third,
She enters without a word.
Like the doors of a casket shrine,
See on either side,
Her two arms divide
Till the heart betwixt makes sign,
‘Take me, for I am thine.’
First, I will pray. Do Thou
That ownest the soul,
Yet wilt grant control
To another, nor disallow
For a time, restrain me now!”
Did they not run thus? Oh, he should have known! This he could plead,
and this only—that control had been granted to him.
But how would Beatrice fare? Would she come to herself safely? He
thought so, it was only a fainting fit. But when she did recover, what
would she do? Nothing rash, he prayed. And what could be the end of it
all? Who might say? How fortunate that the sister had been so sound
asleep. Somehow he did not trust Elizabeth—he feared her.
Well might Geoffrey fear her! Elizabeth’s sleep was that of a weasel.
She too was laughing at this very moment, laughing, not loud but
long—the laugh of one who wins.
She had seen him enter, his burden in his arms; saw him come with it to
her own bedside, and had breathed heavily to warn him of his mistake.
She had watched him put Beatrice on her bed, and heard him sigh and
turn away; nothing had escaped her. As soon as he was gone, she had
risen and crept up to Beatrice, and finding that she was only in a
faint had left her to recover, knowing her to be in no danger.
Elizabeth was not a nervous person. Then she had listened till at
length a deep sigh told her of the return of her sister’s
consciousness. After this there was a pause, till presently Beatrice’s
long soft breaths showed that she had glided from swoon to sleep.
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