Geoffrey thought no ill of all this, as of course he ought to have
thought. He was not the ravening lion of fiction—so rarely, if ever, to
be met with in real life—going about seeking whom he might devour. He
had absolutely no designs on Beatrice’s affections, any more than she
had on his, and he had forgotten that first fell prescience of evil to
come. Once or twice, it is true, qualms of doubt did cross his mind in
the earlier days of their intimacy. But he put them by as absurd. He
was no believer in the tender helplessness of full-grown women, his
experience having been that they are amply capable—and, for the most
part, more than capable—of looking after themselves. It seemed to him a
thing ridiculous that such a person as Beatrice, who was competent to
form opinions and a judgment upon all the important questions of life,
should be treated as a child, and that he should remove himself from
Bryngelly lest her young affections should become entangled. He felt
sure that they would never be entrapped in any direction whatsoever
without her full consent.
Then he ceased to think about the matter at all. Indeed, the mere idea
of such a thing involved a supposition that would only have been
acceptable to a conceited man—namely, that there was a possibility of
this young lady’s falling in love with him. What right had he to
suppose anything of the sort? It was an impertinence. That there was
another sort of possibility—namely, of his becoming more attached to
her than was altogether desirable—did, however, occur to him once or
twice. But he shrugged his shoulders and put it by. After all, it was
his look out, and he did not much care. It would do her no harm at the
worst. But very soon all these shadowy forebodings of dawning trouble
vanished quite. They were lost in the broad, sweet lights of
friendship. By-and-by, when friendship’s day was done, they might arise
again, called by other names and wearing a sterner face.
It was ridiculous—of course it was ridiculous; he was not going to fall
in love like a boy at his time of life; all he felt was gratitude and
interest—all she felt was amusement in his society. As for the
intimacy—felt rather than expressed—the intimacy that could already
almost enable the one to divine the other’s thought, that could shape
her mood to his and his to hers, that could cause the same thing of
beauty to be a common joy, and discover unity of mind in opinions the
most opposite—why, it was only natural between people who had together
passed a peril terrible to think of. So they took the goods the gods
provided, and drifted softly on—whither they did not stop to inquire.
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