Her hostility was confused by what she had done to save him from
annoyance, while his behaviour to his cousin Cecil increased her
respect for him. She detected a pathetic meaning in his mention of the
word home; she mused on his having called her beautiful: whither was
she hurrying? Forgetful of her horror of his revolutionary ideas,
forgetful of the elevation of her own, she thrilled secretly on hearing
it stated by the jubilant young Tories at Mount Laurels, as a
characteristic of Beauchamp, that he was clever in parrying political
thrusts, and slipping from the theme; he who with her gave out
unguardedly the thoughts deepest in him. And the thoughts!—were they
not of generous origin? Where so true a helpmate for him as the one to
whom his mind appealed? It could not be so with the Frenchwoman.
Cecilia divined a generous nature by generosity, and set herself to
believe that in honour he had not yet dared to speak to her from the
heart, not being at heart quite free. She was at the same time in her
remains of pride cool enough to examine and rebuke the weakness she
succumbed to in now clinging to him by that which yesterday she hardly
less than loathed, still deeply disliked.
CHAPTER XXIII.
TOURDESTELLE
On the part of Beauchamp, his conversation with Cecilia during the
drive into Bevisham opened out for the first time in his life a
prospect of home; he had felt the word in speaking it, and it signified
an end to the distractions produced by the sex, allegiance to one
beloved respected woman, and also a basis of operations against the
world. For she was evidently conquerable, and once matched with him
would be the very woman to nerve and sustain him. Did she not listen to
him? He liked her resistance. That element of the barbarous which went
largely to form his emotional nature was overjoyed in wresting such a
woman from the enemy, and subduing her personally. She was a prize. She
was a splendid prize, cut out from under the guns of the fort. He
rendered all that was due to his eminently good cause for its part in
so signal a success, but individual satisfaction is not diminished by
the thought that the individual’s discernment selected the cause thus
beneficent to him.
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