The foggy February night refreshed his head, and the business of
fetching the luggage from the hotel—a commission that necessitated the
delivery of his card and some very commanding language—kept his mind in
order. Subsequently he drove to his cousin Baskelett’s Club, where he
left a short note to say the house was engaged for the night and
perhaps a week further. Concise, but sufficient: and he stated a hope
to his cousin that he would not be inconvenienced. This was courteous.
He had taken a bed at Renée’s hotel, after wresting her boxes from the
vanquished hotel proprietor, and lay there, hearing the clear sound of
every little sentence of hers during the absence of Rosamund: her
“_Adieu_,” and the strange “_Do you think so?_” and “_I know where I
am; I scarcely know more_.” Her eyes and their darker lashes, and the
fitful little sensitive dimples of a smile without joy, came with her
voice, but hardened to an aspect unlike her. Not a word could he
recover of what she had spoken before Rosamund’s intervention. He
fancied she must have related details of her journey. Especially there
must have been mention, he thought, of her drive to the station from
Tourdestelle; and this flashed on him the scene of his ride to the
château, and the meeting her on the road, and the white light on the
branching river, and all that was Renée in the spirit of the place she
had abandoned for him, believing in him. She had proved that she
believed in him. What in the name of sanity had been the meaning of his
language? and what was it between them that arrested him and caused him
to mumble absurdly of “doing best,” when in fact he was her bondman,
rejoiced to be so, by his pledged word? and when she, for some reason
that he was sure she had stated, though he could recollect no more than
the formless hideousness of it, was debarred from returning to
Tourdestelle?
He tossed in his bed as over a furnace, in the extremity of perplexity
of one accustomed to think himself ever demonstrably in the right, and
now with his whole nature in insurrection against that legitimate
claim. It led him to accuse her of a want of passionate warmth, in her
not having supplicated and upbraided him—not behaving theatrically, in
fine, as the ranting pen has made us expect of emergent ladies that
they will naturally do. Concerning himself, he thought commendingly, a
tear would have overcome him. She had not wept. The kaleidoscope was
shaken in his fragmentary mind, and she appeared thrice adorable for
this noble composure, he brutish.
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