Beaumarchais and the War of American Independence, Vol. 2Kite, Elizabeth Sarah
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Beaumarchais and the War of American Independence, Vol. 2
Kite, Elizabeth Sarah
Beaumarchais, Pierre Augustin Caron de, 1732-1799; United States -- History -- Revolution, 1775-1783 -- Participation, French
“A young person crushed under the weight of her anguish, comes to
you and seeks consolation. Your soul, which is known, reassures
her for a step which she dares take, and which, were it anyone
else, would remain without consequences. But are you not Monsieur
de Beaumarchais, and do I not dare hope that you will deign to
take my cause and direct the conduct of a young and inexperienced
girl? I am myself that unfortunate who comes to lay her sorrows
in your bosom; deign to open it to me. Allow yourself to be
touched with the recital of my woes.... Ah! if there are hard
hearts, yours is not of that number.... Shall I say to you,
Monsieur, that I feel in you a more than ordinary confidence? You
will not be offended; my heart tells me to follow that which it
inspires. It tells me that you will not refuse me your succor.
Yes, you will aid me, you will support despised innocence; I have
been abandoned by a man to whom I have sacrificed myself. I avow,
with tears that I yielded to love, to sentiment and not to
vice.... I enjoyed a certain consideration; it has been taken
from me. I am only seventeen, and my reputation is lost already.
With a pure heart and honest inclinations I am despised by
everyone. I cannot endure this idea; it overwhelms me and I am in
despair.... Ah, Monsieur, lend me your aid, reach out to me your
generous hand, cause to spring up in my oppressed soul, hope and
consolation. I do not wish to injure the perfidious one who has
betrayed me; no, I love him too much. It is at the foot of the
throne that I wish to carry my plaint. If you will deign to aid
me, I promise myself everything. You have powerful protectors,
Monsieur; you know the Ministers, they respect you. Say to them
that a young person implores their protection, that she sighs and
groans night and day; that she desires only justice.... (The
ungrateful one must in the end do me justice.) I can say without
presumption that I am not unworthy of his tenderness. He opposes
nothing to my happiness but my fortune, which is not sufficient
to arrange his affairs, which are not in too good order. He has
no aversion to me. There is nothing about me to inspire it. The
only crime of which I am culpable is to have loved him too well.
Do not abandon me, Monsieur; I put my destiny in your hands....
If you are kind enough to reply to this, be so good as to address
your letter to M. Vitalis, rue de Grand-Horloge, at Aix, and
above the address simply to Mlle. Ninon. You will be so good as
to pardon me, Monsieur, if I still hide my name.... I know that
with you I have nothing to fear, but still a certain fear that I
cannot conquer, that I would not know how to define, holds me
back. You have connections in Aix; I am very well known here. In
small towns one knows everything; you know how they talk. I
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