England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Farms -- Fiction; Older men -- Fiction
Once he had bought a chest of drawers with a still mahogany face
and rounded knobs of glass. They looked like eight little pools in
a shining wood, and he bought it because it made him think of that.
The drawers pulled in and out on a grain of silk—his missis had tried
them without looking at the knobs—and things that were put away in
them came out again sweet and clean. It was a queer collection that
found home in them at last, but he seemed to remember everything and
its place. There were the clothes that the two of them had worn when
they were wed ... Grandfather’s silk handkerchief and grandmother’s
silk shawl. Funeral cards and a jubilee mug, and corals from over
the sea. An old bow with a cracked back, and an umbrella that was a
present from some squire. Rings of hair, still glossy and bright, too
lovely in colour and texture to have come from any but a baby’s head.
Horn spectacles in a carved box, and old knitting-pins with carved
hafts; and fiddle strings, coil upon coil, that he had never had the
courage to burn.... There were things of his wife’s, too, that he had
put away when she was dead, though he had never succeeded in putting
away the shoes. They gave the lie to her death merely by being about,
and saying contentedly that she would be coming in. Old shoes, he
thought to himself, like hats and chairs, had the secret of keeping
what lovers seemed to lose.
He felt much the same about mirrors as he did about old chairs. Who
knew how much they had kept of what they had seen, or how much of
it they might suddenly reveal? Layer upon layer of pictures must be
sunken in their depths, rosy and white faces, mad eyes and cloudy
hair. The depth of a mirror was the height of the firmament itself;
you had only to turn it up to the sky to notice that. There was room
in it to make hiding-place for countless tragedies of lives. Each
time a blind was drawn it took something from the day, and at night
who knew what it saw beyond the immediate circle of the lamp? Nobody
could look into it without adding something new. A figure, crossing
the room, passed through its magic water and emerged, yet surely left
a ghost of itself behind. Those that looked long enough saw strange
old things, it was said, but who could tell that any saw the truth?
Minds and mirrors together could make magic enough to frighten half a
world. And there were times when most folk, if it came to that, found
even their own faces rather strange. Behind the presentment that they
called themselves, eyes that were dead looked at them through their
own, and smiles that belonged to others came to their lips.
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