England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Farms -- Fiction; Older men -- Fiction
And then gradually his mind cleared again, and set the warning and
creeping trouble aside. There came back to him like a repeated song
the sweetness of this tranquil evening return. The grass crushed
softly underneath the wheels, and on the quiet road there was peace
for the creaking bones of the ancient trap. He felt warm in the sun
and soothed and freshened by the tender air. The light was gold on
the dark coat of the horse, and on Bob’s stooping shoulders and
bent head. Yet behind all the comfort of renewed content he felt
continually that he was very tired. The journey had been a long
one—longer than he had thought; perhaps he would never have come if
he had known how long. Those mind-travels of his had been easier by
far, when his body was left behind and nothing jolted or jarred. He
was perfectly certain that he could never face it again, but then he
was done with all his journeying now. He was at home; he had escaped
Marget; he was at home. It did not matter how tired you were when
once you had reached home.
The green road ran out from between its hedges close in front, and
seemed to be lost in a stretch of open field. It looked, like the
rest of the old man’s span of life, as if it ran smoothly to the end,
yet all the while the river lay between field and road. Often enough,
folks coming home in the dark had gone over the sheer drop into its
hidden bed. Kit tightened the reins nervously when he came to the
bank, and Bob felt the tug on the bit and glanced behind. The old man
was out of himself to-night, he thought, and as full of the shakes as
a piece of doddering grass. First of all, he had boggled at the sea,
and here he was taking steck at the river, too! He turned the horse
to the left, and stopped again, at a meadow gate. Thomas was waiting
at the meadow gate.
He was up at the trap side before it came to rest, and as his eyes
fell upon him Kit felt suddenly very old. This son of his was so
lithe and strong, so full of life at its height, so healthy and
fine-coloured and clean-drawn. There was nothing about him that was
betrayed or made ashamed by the pure tones and line of marsh and sky.
By comparison Kit felt himself and Bob to be broken and fusty like
the trap, unbeautifully finished things blurring the exquisitely
ending day. Not all the clean air and space could give them back that
look, which belongs only to Nature and the young. They were blots on
the landscape, he felt, an offence to the eye ... like an old boot
flung away in a flowering hedge ... old bottles cast on the emptiness
of the sands....
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