England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Farms -- Fiction; Older men -- Fiction
She still had hold of the hand which he left limply in her clasp,
and he looked at her smiling face and said “Thank you,” and smiled
too. The kindliness of her welcome warmed his heart, though it was
not the welcome he wanted from the house. It was like the welcome
from the cottages in the row, which was pleasant and comforting but
had nothing to do with home. Agnes was mistress of the place, but she
was a stranger, too, and no stranger could give you the real feeling
of home. She had never been in the house when he went in his dream,
and now that she spoke in the dream it was bound to seem strange.
But she was pleasant to look at, and homely, and very kind, and she
would grow to be part of the real things after a while. So when she
continued to smile he smiled again, and Thomas smiled joyfully over
by the stair. Perhaps there was just a touch of self-satisfaction in
the smile, because he was thinking of Marget’s welcome home. Anyhow,
they had done the old man better than that, even if Agnes had been
off the spot! He forgot, as he watched, that he had been afraid, that
things had seemed to be going utterly wrong. He only remembered that
they were perfect now—the house, the weather, and the kindly wife.
Certainly, it would be queer if his father wasn’t content ... but
then he was positive he would be content....
Agnes was sure of it, at least, sure as triumphant angels gathering
tired souls into heaven. Now she was laughing and repeating her first
speech—it was curious how they repeated themselves to-night. Then
she flew to the hearth and set the kettle back to boil, afterwards
swinging round to put the visitor into his chair.
“Set you down, Father, and I’ll make the tea. You’ll be wanting your
tea, I reckon, after yon drive. Now, then, Thomas, shove it nearer
the fire, and don’t stand poping like a pig at a punch! There you be,
Father ... champion ... now you’ll do. Shall I put fiddle down for
you, by the way?”
He looked at her as she stood in front of him, holding out her hand,
and a look of anxious terror crossed his face. It was true that she
looked like the lasses who had loved the fiddle in the past, but that
was before he had learned to be afraid. Still, this was home, and
to refuse was to be false to the dream from the very first, because
home was a place where every man’s foolishness was safe. “You’ll mind
what you’re at?” he pleaded, searching her with his eyes, and she
nodded her head wisely, and for the first time did not smile. Taking
it gently, she set it on a table near, and there was no tremor of
nervousness from the strings. She nodded again as she turned away, as
though the fiddle was a secret that they shared....
“I’m feared to let it out o’ my sight,” Kit explained in an
apologetic tone. “Marget was that set on shoving it in the fire.”
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