England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Farms -- Fiction; Older men -- Fiction
Kit said he doubted she wouldn’t have troubled if she had, and sat
back, staring vacantly at his plate. His face looked worn and white
now that the expression of almost venomous hate had died away.
Thomas, busily carving, heard the hate in his voice, and again was
conscious of a little shock. Kit himself was as puzzled by his
vehemence as his son was jarred. Never before had he even thought of
Marget in the terms he had used to-day. His tongue, like the rest
of his body, had been in jail, and was only now beginning to be
loosed. Yet his look was not the look of a man who was brooding on
the past. That savage face belonged to a man in an unknown place ...
betrayed....
And then he was back in the past, away from Beautiful End, back in
the cottage where Marget’s pails lay hoping for his feet. This one
had lurked in secret on the stair, and he had come on it hoping, and
hurtled into space. Afterwards he and the fiddle sat on the bottom
step, shaking and crying together in their pain. Nobody came near
them however long they cried, though once the face of a neighbour
showed scared beyond the door. Presently he had climbed the stair
and gone back again to his room—to dream of his home where pails
were kept in place. It was strange that now he was home he should
wander away, to shake and pant and cry on the bottom step. It was
strange he should long for that room now he was here, wanting that
wretchedness beyond this grace....
Marget was in the mind of the others, too, it seemed. “Bob said she
was fit to scratch when they come away,” Thomas was busy relating
to his wife. “He made sure there’d be a row in the street, but
she thought better o’ that. All the same, there was a grand to-do
aforehand, so he said!”
“Jealous—that’s what it is!” Agnes answered with a toss of the
head. She gave vent to a short laugh as well, and the laugh was a
mixture of satisfaction and contempt. Kind as she was, and generous
to a fault, she couldn’t help gloating over Marget to-day. She and
Thomas were doing a beautiful thing, but little, sordid thoughts kept
creeping in. Somewhere at the back of their minds they were gloating
over Marget all the time. Of course she was bound to be jealous of
their better luck—the unlovable woman with the wretched house. It
must have irked her to see Kit driving off, knowing how glad he was
to get away. She was bound to envy the bride with her pleasant home,
her brand-new furniture and four-pronged forks. Those who sit in
the sun are so sure of the envy of those in the shade. In any case,
Marget could have nothing to offer that could possibly compare.
Agnes’s nature was nearly all pure gold, but the bit of alloy that
was in it sounded in that laugh. Besides, how could she feel anything
but secure, glowing in secret over that room upstairs?
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