England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Farms -- Fiction; Older men -- Fiction
He thought once of asking Thomas to take it away, so that at least it
would be safe from Marget and her gang. This was on one of the days
when his fear was more than he could bear, when the hints and nudges
had over-tried his mind. What troubled him most was the thought of
the fiddle being drowned. He pictured it at the bottom of the barrel
in the dark, a choked and silenced creature rotting out of reach. He
saw himself, armed with a stick, everlastingly trying to drag it up,
and for ever watching it drift down again to die. It would be like
seeing some singing-bird thrust under to drown, not once, but many
times before it sank. At least it would have a chance of life if it
was given away; it might hear itself speak, might even come to be
loved. And if they broke it to bits, at least it would die quick, but
he could not endure that rotting by degrees. He would find it hard to
sleep when they took it away, but if it lay in the barrel how could
he sleep at all? So when Thomas, after his duty visit, rose to go,
the old man followed him out into the street. In the dark he felt
the fiddle thrust into his hands, and listened dully to the hurried
request. “I’ll see to it, never fret,” he said, when he understood,
and moved away with the fiddle under his coat; but he hadn’t gone
far before Kit was at his side, begging in anxious tones to have it
back. So master and fiddle returned together to the house of hinting
and spies. He said to himself that they might take it from him if
they could; at least he could never bring himself to send it away.
When Marget had her will of them both at last, it was his habit of
old time that delivered them into her hands. A man from the marsh
came along the street and hailed Kit through the window as he passed,
and Kit rose and ran out as if an angel had beckoned through the
pane. Marget heard him chattering in the street, and found the fiddle
lying on a chair. He did not see her or even feel her near, stooped
like a vulture over its watched-for prey. The strings jarred together
as she took the fiddle up, but he never heard them or even turned his
head. He went on talking and laughing in the street long and long
after the fiddle had disappeared....
The week that followed was just seven days and nights blotted clean
out of his tale of life. He never spoke of his loss, nor did he even
begin to make a search. He said nothing even in the first shock of
finding the fiddle gone. He just stood and stared at the chair where
it had lain as one stares at a shell where the spirit has once been.
The sense of irrevocable loss was as clear about the chair as about
the heedless dead with their shuttered eyes. Kit had always been
queer about furniture, as Thomas knew, and one of Marget’s unmeaning
chairs said something to him at last.
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