England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Farms -- Fiction; Older men -- Fiction
“Trap’ll be round,” Kit repeated doggedly. “I’d reyther stand.” He
drew in his fingers as if her eyes hurt them, and did his best to
straighten his back and set his jaw. The deliverance that was so near
gave him courage to fight, in spite of the sinister things in her
face and voice. He had yielded in almost every contest yet, and if
she had lost where the fiddle was concerned, it was because she had
been conquered by something in herself. To sit was to own himself
beaten to the end, and would send him shamed to the marsh from a last
defeat. And there was always the chance that if he sat he might never
get away, because of the shrinking that wrought against him in his
heart.
So again he braced himself and said, “I’ll stand.”
She bent forward towards him from the stair, her chin thrust out at
him and her eyes nearly shut. He wanted to push her away and hurry
out into the street. He had a feeling that she had trodden that
winged thing underfoot, so that there was no longer a refuge for him
upstairs.
“I tellt you trap wouldn’t be round just yet.”
“Ay, but it will.”
“Likely you think I don’t know?”
“Nay, not I.” Kit looked away.
“I’m a liar, that’s what it is?”
“Nay.”
“Set down and bide.”
“I’ll stand.”
Suddenly she dropped her strained pose and became all violence and
storm, like the wind that gets up out of nowhere on a silent night.
Raising herself with a jerk, she flapped down the stair with the
noise of a dozen carpet-beaters in full swing. Nobody ever expressed
as much as Marget with a pair of down-trodden slippers loose at the
heels; yet nobody would keep them when she was gone, pathetic and
reverenced by a bed.... Kit thought of his winged thing she had
beaten down, and looked to see feathers scattered under her feet. Her
face was changed both in colour and shape by the unknown terrible
things that lived in her brain. Her voice was changed in the same
way, and it was her voice that Kit dreaded most, because his ear had
the straighter run to his soul. The things that were part of Marget
yet not Marget he never could understand. He was never ready for
them, never on his guard. Now she was close to him, bent as if to
strike, a trick that had a special horror for the sensitive old man.
The children nudged each other and laughed, gloating, yet more than
half afraid.
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