Such a consideration, however, had no weight with the two; money they
wanted, and were resolved to get at all hazards. Once only did Beethoven
come into collision with them regarding this, when he discovered that
Carl had, without his knowledge, sold a copyright which had been
promised to another person.
Carl held a situation in the National Bank of Austria, and Johann had
been established by Beethoven as an apothecary. In a very short time,
however, the latter became so wealthy (how?) as to be able to exchange
the pestle and mortar for the state of a country gentleman. Of this he
was so immoderately proud, that one New Year's day he sent in to his
brother a card, on which was written,--
"Johann van Beethoven, Land Proprietor."
The composer, who was at table when it was brought to him, laughed
heartily, and writing on the other side,--
"Ludwig van Beethoven, Brain Proprietor,"
sent it back to him.
The following letters to Wegeler display, more fully than we can
describe, Beethoven's condition during the first few years of his
calamity:--
"_Vienna, 29th June_, (1801.)
"MY DEAR GOOD WEGELER,--How much I thank you for your remembrance of
me! I have deserved it, and sought to deserve it, so little; and yet
you are so good, and will not allow yourself to be discouraged even
by my unpardonable neglect--you are always the same true, good,
worthy friend. That I could ever forget you or yours, who were once
so dear and precious to me, do not believe; there are moments in
which I long for you, and wish that it were in my power to spend
some time with you. My fatherland, the lovely spot in which I first
saw the light, is as distinct and beautiful before my eyes now as
when I first left you. In short, I shall consider it one of the
happiest events of my life when I am able to see you, and to greet
our Father Rhine again. When this will be I cannot positively say.
So much I will tell you--you shall not see me again until I have
become really great--not as an artist only, but a better and more
perfect man: and if the prosperity of my country be once more
re-established, my art shall be devoted solely to the relief of the
poor. Oh blissful moment! how happy do I consider myself in being
able to procure thee--to create thee!
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