"On our way home yesterday we met the whole imperial family; we saw
them coming in the distance, when Goethe immediately dropped my arm
to place himself on one side; and say what I would, I could not get
him to advance another step. I pressed my hat down upon my head,
buttoned up my great-coat, and made my way with folded arms through
the thickest of the throng. Princes and courtiers formed a line,
Duke Rudolph took off his hat, the Empress made the first
salutation. The great ones of the earth _know me_! To my infinite
amusement, I saw the procession file past Goethe, who stood by the
side, hat in hand, bending low. I took him to task for it pretty
smartly, gave him no quarter, and reproached him with all his sins,
especially those against you, dearest friend, for we had just been
speaking about you. Heavens! had I been granted a time with you such
as _he_ had, I should have produced many more great works! A
musician is also a poet, and can feel himself transported by a pair
of eyes into a more beautiful world, where nobler spirits sport with
him, and impose great tasks upon him. What ideas rushed into my mind
when I first saw you in the little observatory during that glorious
May shower, which proved so fertilizing to me also! The loveliest
themes stole from your glances into my heart,--themes which shall
enchant the world when Beethoven can no longer direct. If God grant
me a few years more, I must see you again, my dearest friend; the
voice which ever upholds the right within me demands it. Spirits can
also love one another; I shall ever woo yours; your applause is
dearer to me than aught else in the world. I told Goethe my opinion
of the effect of applause upon men like us--we must be heard with
intelligence by our peers; emotion is very well for women (pardon
me), but music ought to strike fire from the souls of men. Ah!
dearest child, how long is it since we were both so perfectly agreed
upon all points! There is no real good but the possession of a pure,
good soul, which we perceive in everything, and before which we have
no need to dissemble. _We must be something if we would appear
something._ The world must recognise us, it is not always unjust;
but this is a light matter to me, for I have a loftier aim.
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