Belford's Magazine, Volume II, No. 8, January, 1889Various
History
Belford's Magazine, Volume II, No. 8, January, 1889
Various
United States -- Politics and government -- Periodicals
"The whole thing has been ridiculous," said Jerome. "I never in my
whole life ever enjoyed anything so much. 'Tis the one grain of truth
which gives point to the ridiculous. Think of Rube, dear fellow, so
anxious to crown you, knowing nothing, suspecting nothing, begging me
not to run fast, and I, so ten thousand times more anxious than he
could possibly be, to have you crowned."
"_You?_"
"Yes. _Me!_ Don't you know, in your heart, Mellville, that I wanted
you crowned?"
"No, I know nothing of the kind! When a man wants a thing done, he
does it with his own hand; when he does not want it done, or cares
not much about it, he does it with another man's hand. Had you been
anxious you would not have left it to Rube."
"But with that wreath in my own hand, Mell, I was morally bound to put
it upon another head."
"Ah, indeed! Why?"
Jerome did not answer immediately. When he did, it was with averted
eyes, and with some impatience, and not in reply to her first question
at all, but her quick repetition of his own words, "Morally bound,
eh?"
"Yes, Mellville. You forget I am a guest in her mother's house."
"I do not forget it! I remember it every hour in the whole twenty-four;
but does that make it incumbent upon you to ignore me? Jerome, look me
in the face. What is Clara Rutland to you?"
"Nothing!" exclaimed he, savagely, between compressed lips. "Less than
nothing! A hundred times to-day I have wished her at the bottom of--"
"There! No use to send her there _now_. It's too late!"
The knowledge of what she had done, the wretchedness she saw it was
destined to entail upon her, all this while couchant like a wild beast
within her, now uprose into her expressive features. Jerome was struck
with it.
"What do you mean?" he asked.
"You will know soon enough," she responded.
He stooped to pick up the handkerchief she had dropped, and in
restoring it, his hand, so cool and steady, came in contact with hers,
so hot and tremulous; it touched and lingered, lingered long, and
clung in a tender pressure; while a voice so low and firm, a voice,
oh! so faint and sweet, stole its way into her ear, murmuring but one
word, one little, fond word, which moved her in the strangest way,
which thrilled, yet soothed her. Cooler than snow it fell upon her
burning cheeks, warmer than a sunbeam into her freezing heart. That
little game with Rube passed out of her memory.
But looking up all too soon, she saw him. He smiled upon her. He was
glad to see that she and Devonhough were getting along quite
pleasantly.
"I wish you would go away!" she suddenly exclaimed, turning upon her
companion rudely. "Go back to Clara Rutland! You have no business
here! I do not believe a word you have said to me! I yet fail to
comprehend why a man may not be the master of his own actions."
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