She resents the unpalatable fact. She resents something else, and makes a very vigorous but unavailing effort to gain her freedom. "I cannot understand," playfully remonstrated Rube, and with arms immovable, "why so simple a matter disturbs you so much. You are as white as a sheet, you are quivering like a leaf, your hands are icy cold, and what is it all about?" "I told you never, _never_ to do that!" cried out Mell, in an agony of passionate protest. Even the most cold-blooded among mortals finds the caress of a person not dear to them offensive; but take the woman of emotional nature, exquisitely sensitive in all matters of feeling, and to such the touch of unloved lips is worse than a plague spot. "Don't you hear me? I cannot bear it! I am not used to it!" There was something more than maidenly coyness in her tone; there was mental anguish, and a downright shade of anger. We wonder Rube did not detect it. But you know, gentle reader, how it is. There are so many things all around and about us which we do not hear and see, because we are intent upon other matters, and are not looking for them. With such feelings, in that dreadful moment Mell would rather have submitted to a dozen stripes from Jerome, than one single caress from Rube--her future husband, bear you in mind! the being by whose side she expected to pass the rest of her days. Poor Mell! If getting up in the world requires self-torture, self-immolation such as this, wouldn't it be better, think you, not to get up? Wouldn't it be better, in the long run, for every woman, situated as you are, to use a dagger, and thereby not only settle her future, but get clean out of a world where such sufferings are necessary? There can't be any other world much worse, judged by your present sensations. But Rube, as we have said, did not hear that piteous wail of a woman coercing her flesh and blood, the frame of her mind, the bent of her soul. She was his own, and no words could tell, how he loved her. If a man cannot lawfully kiss his own wife, or one so near to being his own wife, it is a hard case, truly. That one little slip "'twixt the cup and the lip," which has played such havoc in men's expectations, from the first beginnings of time to the present moment, did not enter into Rube's calculations, or his thoughts. He was in a playful and a loving mood. He tightened his clasp upon her, he chucked her under the chin, he pinched her cheek, he patted those sunny locks of hers and smiled down into that fair face, _faire les yeux doux_, and babbled to her in lover-language, not unlike the "pitty, pitty ittle shing" upon which we linguistically feed helpless infancy, as little witting the possible sufferings of the child under such an infliction, as Rube did Mell's. "Now truly, Mell," asked Rube, "did you never let any other fellow kiss you--never? not once?"