Bellarion the Fortunate : $b a romanceSabatini, Rafael
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Bellarion the Fortunate : $b a romance
Sabatini, Rafael
Italy -- History -- 1268-1492 -- Fiction
'You paint a comic picture, dear madonna, and I must laugh. Bellarion
the nameless in love with a princess! Have you discovered any other
signs of madness in me?'
He was too genuinely merry for deceit, she thought, and looked at him
sideways under her long lashes.
'If it is not love that moves you to these dreams, what then?'
His answer came very soberly, austerely, 'Whatever it may be, love it
certainly is not, unless it be love of my own self. What should I know
of love? What have I to do with love?'
'There speaks the monk they almost made of you. I vow you shuddered as
you spoke the word. Did the fathers teach you the monkish lie that love
is to be feared?'
'Of love, madonna, they taught me nothing. But instinct teaches me to
endeavour not to be grotesque. I am Bellarion the nameless, born in
squalor, cradled in a kennel, reared by charity ...'
'Beatific modesty. Saintly humility. Even as the dust am I, you cry, in
false self-abasement that rests on pride of what you are become, of what
you may yet become, pride of the fine tree grown from such mean soil.
Survey yourself, Bellarion.'
'That, lady, is my constant endeavour.'
'But you bring no honesty to the task, and so your vision's warped.'
'Should I be honest if I magnified myself in my own eyes?'
'Magnified? Why, where's the need. Was Facino more than you are when he
was your age? His birth could not have been less lowly, and he had not
the half of your endowments, not your beauty, nor your learning, nor
your address.'
'Lady, you will make me vain.'
'Then I shall advance your education. There is Ottone Buonterzo, who was
Facino's brother in arms. Like you he, too, was born in the mud. But he
kept his gaze on the stars. Men go whither they look, Bellarion. Raise
your eyes, boy.'
'And break my nose in falling over the first obstacle in my path.'
'Did they do this? Ottone is Tyrant of Parma, a sovereign prince. Facino
could be the same if his heart were big enough. Yet in other things he
did not want for boldness. He married me, for instance, the only
daughter of the Count of Tenda, whose rank is hardly less than that of
your lady of Montferrat. But perhaps she is better endowed. Perhaps she
is more beautiful than I am. Is she?'
'Lady,' said Bellarion, 'I have never seen any one more beautiful than
you.' The slow solemnity of his delivery magnified and transformed the
meaning of his words.
A scarlet flush swept across the ivory pallor of the Countess. She
veiled her eyes behind lids which were lowered until the long lashes
swept her cheek; a little smile crept into the corners of her full and
perfect lips. She reached out a hand, and momentarily let it rest upon
his own as he rode beside her.
'That is the truth, Bellarion?'
He was a little bewildered to see so much emotion evoked so lightly. It
testified, he thought, to a consuming vanity. 'The truth,' he said
shortly and simply.
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