Bellarion the Fortunate : $b a romanceSabatini, Rafael
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Bellarion the Fortunate : $b a romance
Sabatini, Rafael
Italy -- History -- 1268-1492 -- Fiction
'Can you be in doubt of what I am offering? It is the hour of great
decisions, Bellarion, for me and for you.' Closer she pressed, so that
her weight was against him. She was deathly pale again, her eyes were
veiled. 'In unity is strength. That was Facino's last reminder to us.
And in what unity could there be greater strength than in ours? Facino's
army, the strongest that ever followed him, is solidly behind us so that
we stand together. With that and my resources you need set no bounds to
your ambition. You may be Duke of Milan if you will. You may even
realise Galeazzo's dream and make yourself King of Italy.'
His hovering smile settled and deepened. But the dark eyes grew sad.
'The world and you have never suspected,' he said gently, 'that I am not
really ambitious. You have witnessed my rise in four short years from a
poor nameless, starveling scholar to knighthood, lordships, wealth, and
fame; and, therefore, you imagine that I am one who has striven for the
bounties of Fortune. It is not so, madonna. I have laboured for ends
that are nowise bound up with the hope of any of these rewards, which I
hold cheap. They are hollow vanities, empty bubbles, gewgaws to delight
the children of the world. Possessions come to me, titles, honours,
which deceive me no more than I desired them.'
She drew away from him a little, and looked at him almost in awe. 'God!
You talk like a monk!'
'It is possible that I think like one, and very natural remembering how
I was nurtured. There is one task, one purpose which has detained me in
this world of men. When that is accomplished, I think I shall go back to
the cell where there is peace.'
'You!' Her hands had fallen from his arms. She gasped now in her
amazement. 'With the world at your feet if you choose! To renounce all?
To go back to the chill loneliness and joylessness of monkhood?
Bellarion, you are mad.'
'Or else sane, madonna. Who shall judge?'
'And love, Bellarion? Is there no love in the world? Does that not lend
reality to all these things that you deem shams?'
'Does it heal the vanity of the world?' he cried. 'It is a great power,
as I perceive. For love men will go mad, they will become beasts: they
will murder and betray.'
'Heretic!'
That startled him a little. Once before he had been dubbed heretic for
beliefs to which he clung with assurance; and experience had come to lay
bare his heresy to his own eyes.
'Upon occasion, madonna, we have talked of love, you and I. Had I given
heed, had your beauty beglamoured me, what a treacherous thing should I
not have been in Facino's eyes! Do you wonder that I mistrust love as I
mistrust all else the world can offer me?'
'While Facino lived, that ...' She broke off. Her eyes were on the
ground, her hands now folded in her lap. She had drawn away from him a
little and leaned against the table's edge. 'Now ...' She parted her
hands and held them out, leaving him to guess her mind.
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