Beth Norvell: A Romance of the WestParrish, Randall
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Beth Norvell: A Romance of the West
Parrish, Randall
Western stories; Women pioneers -- Fiction
"He was a professional gambler, a brute, a cruel, cold-blooded coward,"
the words dropping from her lips as though they burned in utterance.
"Only at the very first did he make any effort to disguise his nature,
or conceal the object of his marriage. He endeavored to wring money
from my people, and--and struck me when I refused him aid. He failed
because I blocked him; tried blackmail and failed again, although I
saved him from exposure. If he had ever cared for me, by this time his
love had changed to dislike or indifference. He left me for weeks at a
time, often alone and in poverty. My father sought in vain to get me
away from him, but--but I was too proud to confess the truth. I should
have been welcome at home, without him; but I refused to go. I had
made my own choice, had committed the mistake, had done the wrong; I
could not bring myself to flee from the result. I burrowed in the
slums where he took me, hiding from all who sought me out. Yet I lived
in an earthly hell, my dream of love dispelled, the despair of life
constantly deepening. I no longer cared for the man--I despised him,
shrank from his presence; yet something more potent than pride kept me
loyal. I believed then, I believe now, in the sacredness of marriage;
it was the teaching of my church, of my home; it had become part of my
very soul. To me that formal church wedding typified the solemnity of
religion; I durst not prove untrue to vows thus taken; divorce was a
thought impossible."
"And now?" he interrupted gently.
She lifted her head, with one swift glance upward.
"You will think me wrong, quixotic, unnatural," she acknowledged
soberly. "Yet I am not absolved, not free--this man remains my
husband, wedded to me by the authority of the church. I--I must bear
the burden of my vows; not even love would long compensate for
unfaithfulness in the sight of God."
In the intense silence they could hear each other's strained breathing
and the soft notes of a bird singing gleefully without. Winston, his
lips compressed, his eyes stern with repressed feeling, neither moved
nor spoke. Beth Norvell's head sank slowly back upon her arm.
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