Betty Alden: The first-born daughter of the PilgrimsAustin, Jane G. (Jane Goodwin)
History
Betty Alden: The first-born daughter of the Pilgrims
Austin, Jane G. (Jane Goodwin)
United States -- History -- Colonial period, ca. 1600-1775 -- Fiction
“If you’ve naught else to recommend you, Master Pabodie, none can
accuse you of want of courage,” replied Betty quietly, and throwing
aside the mask that in the last hours had smothered her true feelings,
she stood before him pale, stern, and pitiless. The young fellow looked
at her in dismay.
“Betty! Don’t you believe me, Betty?”
“Believe you when, or at which time? I believed a year or so ago that
you cared somewhat for me, at least you came as near to saying it as I
would let you, till I could know mine own mind”--
“And then did your mind turn to me, Betty?” demanded the lover eagerly.
“There was no time for it to turn, unless it had been such a
weather-cock as yours, for I had not well got to thinking of the matter
before I saw that you had forgot it, and were running like a well-broke
spaniel at Gillian Brewster’s heel, so I thought no more on’t, and was
just as well content it should be so. And then Gillian went away,
and you, just like our Neptune when father’s from home, went questing
round seeking a master, and seemed willing to have me for one; and
partly because you plagued me so, I came here to stay awhile, and then
when you came to-day, and whispered in mine ear that it was to see me
you’d made the excuse to come, my silly vanity believed the tale, and
I had well-nigh been fool enough to trust you, as I would one of my
own brothers who know not how to lie; but happily for me, Gillian also
came, and I found you toying with her, and giving flowers, and looking
into her eyes, and--oh, I know not what all--it makes me sick, it does,
and all I want is to go mine own way, and have you go yours, and let
there be an end of all this folly here and now.”
The words were no sharper than the voice was cold, and the lover
had well-nigh accepted the dismissal and turned away hopeless and
humiliated, but that as he looked gloomily down, the moonlight glinted
upon the buckle of a little shoe, and he perceived that the foot was
viciously, if silently, grinding a blossom of the poor lilac branch
into the earth. Somehow, he could not have told how, that sight brought
courage to the all but discouraged heart, and suddenly seizing both
cold and repellent hands, the young man pressed them to his breast,
crying,--
“No, Betty, no, and no again! I’ll not believe you. I’ll not take such
an answer. I’ll not give you up, nor turn to any way that is not your
way! Betty, I love you. I never have loved any but you. I’ll have you
and none other for my wife. Betty, darling, can’t you forgive a blind
folly, a stupid, senseless blunder? I could say a good deal to excuse
myself but for the duty every man owes to every woman, and that I’ll
not forego, even to defend myself to you”--
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