Betty Alden: The first-born daughter of the PilgrimsAustin, Jane G. (Jane Goodwin)
History
Betty Alden: The first-born daughter of the Pilgrims
Austin, Jane G. (Jane Goodwin)
United States -- History -- Colonial period, ca. 1600-1775 -- Fiction
“No. I know you could not. Wait.” And with his head bowed upon his
breast the captain took counsel with himself for many minutes. At last
he looked at Betty, whose bright face now was pale with exhaustion, and
said almost harshly,--
“I knew not that she cared overmuch for Mary Dingley; they were little
enough alike.”
“No; but don’t you see, sir,” replied Betty with a sort of sweet
impatience, “that it was not her own likings or her own pleasure
she was thinking of, but of you and your happiness? Even if she had
misliked Mary and knew she would be a good daughter to you, she would
have said the same.”
“Yes, yes, you’re right, girl, you’re right, and I’m but a poor, blind,
selfish old man. She’d have me think of others more than of myself. The
mother getting old and no daughter to help her, no little children to
cheer her,--yes, I see, my maid, I see, and I’ll do your bidding--if I
can.”
“Oh, no, sir, not my bidding”--
“I know, I know, lass, and for all thy high spirit thou wert ever
maiden meek and mild to thine elders. But it was not to thee I spoke
just then. Yet now I will have thee to advise with me, for, truth to
tell, I am a little fogged and stunned with all these matters, and
since my sweet maid left me I’ve grown old and doddering--no, never
mind naysaying me, I know what I know. What I will have thee tell me,
Betty, is this. Shall I--would Lora have me bid Josiah bring his wife
home--and let her sit in--Oh, my God! I cannot, I cannot”--
He covered his face again, and for some moments Betty sat in respectful
silence, then, moving nearer, laid a light touch upon the shoulder
heaving under its mighty struggle for self-control.
“Not in Lora’s place, dear sir,” said she softly. “No one can take that
e’en if she would, and Mary Dingley would not an she could. I know her
well, and a milder, gentler, sweeter maid no longer lives on earth. She
is one who will ever bear your grief in mind, yet never speak of it;
one who will give you a daughter’s duty and tendance, yet never press
for a daughter’s freedom; one who will love you as much as you will let
her, yet never be nettled at thought you do not love her as you might.
She is as fond of Josiah as woman can be of man, yet modest and meek
and shamefast as a maid should ever be. Oh, sir, she is a girl among a
thousand, I do assure you, and if you will open house and heart to her
you shall never, never repent of it.”
“The maid must be worth something who can claim so leal a friend in
you, Betty Alden.”
And across that worn and haggard face gleamed a smile such as had not
been seen there since Lora died. The certainty of success shot like
a sharp pain through Betty’s heart, and for a moment broke down the
courage which failure would only have stimulated. Turning suddenly
away, and leaning her head against a tree-trunk, she drew a long,
gasping breath and burst into tears.
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