Betty Alden: The first-born daughter of the PilgrimsAustin, Jane G. (Jane Goodwin)
History
Betty Alden: The first-born daughter of the Pilgrims
Austin, Jane G. (Jane Goodwin)
United States -- History -- Colonial period, ca. 1600-1775 -- Fiction
“As Christians,” began Bradford, after a pause of unfeigned
astonishment, “we are bound to forgive injuries greater than those you
have offered us, which indeed did not harm us as you intended. But
as prudent men, we would fain know before receiving you again to our
confidence what are the grounds of your repentance.”
“Right enough, Master Bradford, right enough! It behooves every man to
be prudent, and the burned dog dreads the fire. But the matter is here.
A year or more agone I and other men loaded a small ship with goods,
bought mainly on credit from the French and English vessels at Monhegan
and Damaris Cove, to truck them at the Virginia colony for tobacco
and other matters which sell well to the sailors and fishermen; but
outside the Cape here, we fell upon Malabar and Tucker’s Terror, and
all those fearsome shoals and reefs that drove back your own Mayflower
from the same voyage, and to cap our misfortunes a shrewd storm out of
the northeast seized us at advantage, and shook and worried us as you
may see a dog torment a wolf caught in a trap, and sans power to defend
himself.
“Now in that extremity some of the mariners bethought them of God, who
verily was not in all their thoughts, and so fell on prayer, making
loud lamentations of their sins and professing desire of amendment and
satisfaction. So as I listened, and marveled if those men were verily
worse than other men, or than me, of a sudden a flash as of lightning
pierced my soul and showed me mine own enormous wickedness, and how it
well might be that I was the Jonah for whom an angry God would slay
all this company. Natheless I did not cry out as Jonah did, for I knew
not if there was a great fish prepared to swallow me when my shipmates
should fling me over, nor did I feel within myself the prophet’s
constancy and courage to abide three days alive in a fish’s belly; so I
held mine own counsel, and getting behind the mast I fell upon my knees
and heartily abased myself before God, confessing my sins, and most
especially my ill-doing toward you men of Plymouth, and as the heat
of my devotion bore me on, I vowed that so God would spare me alive,
and not make shipwreck of all this company for my sin, I would humble
myself before those I had wronged, and would, if I might, do them as
much good as I had done harm. Then, sirs, believe it or not as you
will, but as I finished that prayer and made that vow, the wind fell,
as though some mighty hand had gathered it back, and held it powerless;
the ship that had lain all but upon her beam-ends, and in another
moment must have capsized, righted herself, and stood amazed and
quivering, like a horse curbed in upon the very brink of a precipice;
the sea still ran high, but the tide so bore us up, and carried us so
kindly, that two men at the helm could manage it again, and the master,
recovering his spirit that had been well-nigh dashed with the imminent
peril of his occasions, so ingeniously manœuvred his course in and out
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