'One moment, please;' and she turned her face away from me. 'This man,
you say, was present when my father and mother were married, and you
mention it as if it had a special significance. Does this affect me--I
mean, would it make any difference to my name or prospects--my name
particularly?'
'Oh yes, it would, Miss Stuart,' I said feelingly.
'Can you rely on what this man says?'
'Most emphatically, and we shall at once take steps to prove it.'
'When did you hear about this?'
'Quite lately.'
'Was it before you spoke to me, and--and promised to be my friend?'
'I didn't know about it then. It was only the day before yesterday it
came to my knowledge.'
There was silence between us for a time, and the ormolu clock on the
marble mantelpiece ticked loudly.
Then she rose to her feet and looked toward me, smiling through
tear-dimmed eyes. 'You have made me very happy, Mr Russell. I don't want
to know anything further. I leave myself confidently in your hands.
You'll find cigarettes on the table behind you; you may smoke here;' and
she crossed the room and sat down at the piano. She struck a few chords,
deep as her own feelings; then she rose and came toward me. 'Mr Russell,
do you know I have never known the joy of a mother's caress or the
blessing of a mother's good-night kiss. Such memories of childhood are
not mine, and my past is empty--empty. My father, for reasons of which I
know nothing, never mentioned my mother's name to me. I was brought up
among strangers, kindly enough, but still strangers. I never came in
contact with other children. In a way, I was isolated from everything
heartfelt and human; it is only since I got to know your neighbours
that I have had a glimpse of what is surely the truest, sweetest, and
happiest side of life. I like your nurse, your Betty. She once put her
hand on my arm, and it had such a motherly touch that I wanted to kiss
her. Perhaps you are thinking that this has no connection with anything
that has passed between us. Well, you may be right in thinking so; but
it is on my mind and in my heart, and I just wanted to tell you now, as
I feel my future is hanging by a thread--a very slender thread--and I
may not have another opportunity of saying it.'
I understood her mood, and made no reply; but I took her hand, raised it
to my lips, and kissed it.
We were standing together in the oriel, watching the sunset splendour
through the leafless trees, when Mrs Stuart and Murray Monteith joined
us. Once or twice I caught my partner admiringly following Miss Stuart's
movements, and he looked several times at me with a mark of
interrogation in his eye. I had a feeling that he 'jaloused,' as Betty
would put it, and it set me a-thinking; only for a moment, however, and
I soon dismissed him and his monocle from my mind.
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