I had the feeling that Betty was rushing in where angels fear to tread;
and, not knowing how the doctor was likely to take this, I became very
uncomfortable. He puffed spasmodically at his pipe and moved uneasily in
his chair. 'It is very kind of you, Betty, to think of me,' he
said--'very kind indeed; and you must not count it none of your business
to bring such matters before me. In a way we are all each other's
keepers, and it would be churlish of me to resent such interest as you
show. For my own part, I live my life according to my light, such as it
is. It may be a poor, flickering light to other eyes, but it is
sufficient to show me the road. As for William here, he has long ago
reached man's estate, and he can judge of these matters for himself. If
I mistake not, he has a standard of his own, and I feel sure my
influence, even though I were kirk-minded, as you call it, would not
direct his steps in the direction you indicate.'
'Oh doctor, dinna say that! We can a' be made humble instruments.
Example is a great thing, though ye dinna follow your faither's, an' I
ken what a power for guid ye wad be if the grace o' God was in ye. Oh
doctor, I've been he'rt sorry for ye mony a time, for I ken the grief
ye've carried, an' I've wondered hoo ye could thole it sae lang a' by
yoursel', an' that ye never accepted the consolation which He alone can
gi'e ye. But ye've spurned it, doctor. I don't think that ye're a joined
member o' the kirk or that ye gang to the Communion--you that's sic a
man i' the toon--everybody's body as you are, an' born wi' a sma'er dose
o' original sin than ony yin I ken o'. I juist canna understan' it.'
The doctor laughed good-humouredly. 'I've my work to attend to, you
know, Betty. My patients cannot be neglected for the sake of'----
'If your work permitted, wad ye gang to the kirk, doctor?'
'I--I question if I would.'
'That's an honest admission, an' it wadna come frae Dr Grierson if it
wasna. An' what's your objection, doctor?'
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