So far I have not been out of doors after nightfall. The village streets
are not too well lit; the pavements are too uneven for my uncertain
steps; but Miss Stuart couldn't go home unattended. Betty was very
emphatic on this point, and of course I heartily concurred. Bang and Jip
certainly came into the house with me after our walk; but they must have
recognised in Miss Stuart a counter-attraction, and slipped away to
their respective homes unobserved. Standing in the lobby with my coat
and hat on, and thinking they might be keeping Nathan company in his
back-room, I called to them several times, but all in vain; so Miss
Stuart and I went out alone.
It was a clear, quiet, moonlight night, with that sharp touch of frost
in the air which makes walking a pleasure. No winter night winds sighed
in the bare, leafless limes as we passed down the street; no discordant
sounds broke the stillness of the Gillfoot as we wended our way by its
shadowy wood.
I had, of course, perforce to walk slowly, and in some unaccountable way
my thoughts and speech seemed to keep in rhythm with my steps. This at
first disturbed and annoyed me, as I was anxious to be vivacious and
animated; but I soon found out that in certain circumstances
conversation is not essential to good-fellowship.
When we reached the top of the Gillfoot Brae, and were almost opposite
the little wicket to Nithbank Wood, we halted for a minute, and in
silence looked down upon the scene, the natural features of which my
companion had with such loving skill transferred to her canvas.
There are times when Nature asserts herself--thrusts herself, as it
were, upon us, and emphatically proclaims her glory and power. It is
good for us to come under her dominance then, for if we have within us a
soul worthy of the name we cannot but feel our true position and
standing in the great Creator's plan.
As I stood, with the woman I loved beside me, on that glamour-haunted
spot, amidst scenes grand in their solemnity and hallowed by
associations, myriads of twinkling worlds above us, at our feet peaceful
howmes all bathed in moonlight, a fuller realisation of the true import
of life was borne in upon me. And there, in a consciously chastened
spirit, with Nature's sermon in my heart and her inspirations all around
me, I turned to my companion, and falteringly told the story of my
dream.
In silence and with wonderment in her eyes, she listened to all my heart
bade me say, and when I had finished she slightly turned away from me,
and her head was bowed. Then in a flash my mind reverted to her recent
bereavement; and when I thought of her loneliness and isolation, the
uncertainty of her prospects, and the shame and mental trials she would
in all probability be called upon to bear, reproach came to me, and I
felt selfish and mean in adding to her burden of mind.
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