Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; Family -- England -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"Come into my room for a chat, old girl, before you turn in! It won't
seem like home unless I see you perched on my bed nursing your knees and
your grievances at the same time. Got any grievances nowadays, eh? You
used generally to have a good stock on hand. We'll have to lay them
together while I'm at home. That's what I want to do--give you all a
rattling good time! It's what I have looked forward to most in coming
home. How are things going, really? Quite well? No bothers and
worries that you have been keeping to yourselves, for fear of making me
anxious?"
"Nothing big, dear--only the little worries which one must grin and put
up with."
Betty perched herself on the bed, and fell into the old position, while
Miles sat down on the chair by the dressing-table, and began unlacing
his shoes with the same, oh, the very same gestures which he had used
every night during the many long years when this evening conference had
been the brightest spot in the day! It was as if time had flashed back
for a moment, and they were boy and girl together once more! Betty's
eyes melted in tender rejoicing, and Miles cried heartily--
"Bet, my dear, you've grown rattling pretty! You beat Jill into fits
when you look like that. You must wear that frock when Gerard comes
next week. It suits you splendidly."
"I got it for your sake--not Mr Gerard's. You always liked pink,
Miles. Oh, I shan't have any grievances now that you are home. I am
really and truly far less grumbly than I used to be. I have tried hard
to make it a duty to be happy, since I discovered--you know how!--how
imaginary my troubles really were--but sometimes I have felt very
lonely. I think one does, as one grows older, for there seem so many
things that one can't talk about to the best of friends. Of course you
may not understand the feeling--you are so devoted to Mr Gerard."
Miles kicked his shoes in opposite directions--another old trick!--and
stroked his chin silently. The offending beard had disappeared, but the
skin was dark with constant shaving, and there were new lines in his
face. This was a man indeed. The boy had disappeared for ever.
"I don't think I should advertise my loneliness even to Gerard," he said
slowly. Then, leaning forward and opening a drawer in the dressing-
table, "How is Cynthia?" he queried abruptly.
"Better!" replied Betty, so quietly that no one would have guessed the
leap of excitement which her heart had given at the sound of her
friend's name uttered in this connection. "Very delicate still, but
certainly better. They live entirely in the country for her sake, and
the doctors think that in a year or two she will probably be quite well
again. Meantime she is treated like an invalid, and we can seldom meet.
It isn't good for her to chatter, and it isn't supposed to be good for
my health to be there. I _ache_ for her, Miles! No one will ever know
what it has meant for me to be separated like this."
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