Between the twilights : $b Being studies of Indian women by one of themselvesSorabji, Cornelia
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Between the twilights : $b Being studies of Indian women by one of themselves
Sorabji, Cornelia
India -- Social conditions; Women -- India
The Mother and daughter were less ceremonious; the Mother wept much,
and to seal the peace, made over to her daughter jewels of gold and
precious stones, silver palanquins, silver bedsteads, silver toilet
sets ... all of quaint Indian patternings--the jewels, magnificent sets
of emeralds and pearls, of rubies and topazes--nose-rings, ear-rings,
armlets, bracelets, circlets for hair and forehead, decorations for
the little bare feet, showers of emeralds and pearls falling from a
band round the ankle, over the instep, and ending in a ring for each
separate toe.
And behind the Curtain sat the Prime Minister and Treasurer reading a
list of the gifts--a _price_ list! totalling item by item, calling “Is
it there?” “Is it there?”
The darkness deepened, we finished our inventory by the light of tall
brass lamps--cotton wicks floating in open pans of oil--the handmaidens
still lined the walls, still waved their jewelled fans. Once the
daughter spoke. “A pearl is missing in this nose-ring!” she said.... Do
not be hard on her, my poor little dog-girl. At first, I will own, I
was so myself, chiding her gently for her attitude. All she said was,
“I have known my Mother since I was two years old.” Then wonderingly,
“So the Miss Sahib thought her tears true tears!”
* * * * *
Later I saw more of the child, and watched her grow human and
childlike. The “dog-girl,” I called her, because she had a passion for
dogs, would rescue the most mangy pariahs off the streets and care
for them herself, fearless of consequences. I promised that my own
dear “Chow” should visit her, but as he was, I explained, a high-caste
dog, it could only be when the outcasts were out of the way! It was
so I got rid of the yapping pack in the days of heat; but watching
from her window, one later day of hail and thunder-showers, she saw
some ill-treatment in the street, and re-admitted the “outsiders from
Caste.” It was on this occasion she rebuked me. “Is the spark of life
in Caste-Brother and outcast, in Chow dog and Pariah? Then why should I
not care for these?”
“But you are a Hindu, Caste is your religion?”
“That is man’s invention; where man has not invented, let me hear the
voice of God calling me to have compassion on a fellow life.”
And now she has heard the voice of God calling her out of this life of
fellowship, perhaps, who knows, in supreme compassion of her own little
stunted, shadowed life of high-castehood....
So, after all, God has spoken.
* * * * *
I had taken these thoughts out for a walk on a sunny day in the hill
country, and had now arrived at my destination, where I meant to leave
a card.
It was a house which boasted an electric bell, and unlike Indian
houses, had a closed door, overlooking the street. As I pressed the
button two hill children, in blue and red kimonos, and long plaits of
hair, stood watching me.
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