Between the twilights : $b Being studies of Indian women by one of themselvesSorabji, Cornelia
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Between the twilights : $b Being studies of Indian women by one of themselves
Sorabji, Cornelia
India -- Social conditions; Women -- India
And now the gray overhead is tinged with rosy pink. How long after the
sunset lives the memory of the sunset? This is the marriage of day and
night, the twilight hour, the time of affection, the time of peace....
Now the clouds are staining the great roof of the world--their bridal
congratulations. Soon, they also will have fallen back upon silence
(for is not colour speech after its kind?) and then the God of Night
will sprinkle stars all over the floor of the bridal chamber where
day and night lie hiding while we sleep. For while we sleep, night
walks with day in three great strides across that star-strewn floor,
back to the east where we find her again. “As the Sun sets, but never
dies, even so shall the Sun of my Life set; but I shall not die.” ...
“_Mortuos plango_”.... But why wail if I do not die? Death is release:
death is but the next chance: the new start. Who wails the dead? going
where all the sunsets go to come again, even as they.
Say I have done evil: well! I made my choice. Now I go to pay like a
man. Say I have done well: I go to my reward, through the same door
as had I sinned, for but two doors has this House of Life for all,
the same exit the same entrance. And but two doors will have the
next house, and the next ... the many mansions on the way of Peace.
For Peace comes _at long last_; there is always that; we may make it
come now, this minute, if we choose, if we lay aside desire.... “He
attaineth Peace into whom all desires flow as rivers flow into the
Ocean, which is filled with water, but remaineth unmoved ... not he who
desireth desire.”
But, the chances are endless, why come so soon to the Peace-place. Let
us enjoy all enjoyment, this house and that, _and that_.... Oh! the
weary wander to the House of Peace. Oh! the loneliness of the way: for
none may hold my hand as I walk. None may even be my sponsor. No man
shall save his Brother’s soul. This journey to God, to Peace, must
be my own journey of discovery. Oh! the loneliness of this constant
converse with Fate! It is the loneliness which men are wont to
associate with death: when the Eastern ceases for this--dialogue--he
has attained Heaven, absorption into the Divine.... Oh! the loneliness!
Oh! the joy of loneliness and solitude; the joy of aloofness, each
for each. The Soul and God together, alone together side by side, and
at last, alone and one ... one Great Soul. For our souls are carrier
pigeons, homing to God. _Mortuos plango._ No, the carrier pigeon has
brought its message through all the worlds, to God Himself. The pigeon
rests at peace in the home of Light.
_Fulgura frango.... Fulgura frango._ But what need to break the
lightning, what need? What is, is good; what happens is ordained. Fight
not with Fate. Love it. Conquer by loving it.... Never resent, never
resent. Submit to the evil, and behold it is good. All is illusion in a
world of dreams; who can tell if the lightning be good or bad? Better
not break it, lest worse befall; better not.
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