Between the twilights : $b Being studies of Indian women by one of themselvesSorabji, Cornelia
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Between the twilights : $b Being studies of Indian women by one of themselves
Sorabji, Cornelia
India -- Social conditions; Women -- India
There is a story told, one of many such, of a South-Indian woman, who
believed that upon a certain day of the new moon, the God at a certain
shrine would work whatever miracle were claimed by the faithful as
a proof of his power; so, being drunk with ecstasy after long years
of meditation, she set forth to the Shrine, having first cut out her
tongue.... “My tongue which has often,” said she, “spoken words of
unwisdom, will be given me anew of the God. This is the miracle I
claim.” Day after day of her pilgrimage she trudged cheerfully, joy in
her God at her heart. Day after day she carried but her water gourd and
a small quantity of grain tied in the end of her saree, and she walked
with the help of a tall bamboo pole, for she was bent with age; but the
wisdom light streamed from the gates of her body, so that all knew her
for holy, and crowds gathered about her, curious as to the faith that
was in her, but she heeded them not; day after day through tracks of
burning sand, through jungle or by river bed ... and at last the temple
was in sight.
* * * * *
The miracle was that her faith failed not when her tongue did not
grow. After the first shock of realization, her mind groped after some
explanation which satisfied, and the God lost no worshipper.
So, in Western India, I have known one--a Queen and a daughter of a
King--also bowed with years, who had waited half her life for the
fulfilment of a promise.
God would see to it that the promise was kept. Why waste resentment on
him who seemed a breaker of promises; God would resent for her. She
was brought to the verge of death, she had long been the house-mate of
poverty; her faith was proof against all. When I saw her last she sat
among the squirrels on a dung-smeared veranda in a courtyard, where
cows and buffaloes were stalled. The squirrels played about her; she
had been herself a squirrel, she told me, in her last generation,
wherefore they loved her; and she sat telling her beads as she had sat
for fifty years, her hand in the embroidered sock of orthodoxy.
Had any devil prompted me to suggest to her justification for unfaith,
I should simply not have been believed. For--of these is the kingdom of
heaven.
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