Beyond the Frontier: A Romance of Early Days in the Middle WestParrish, Randall
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Beyond the Frontier: A Romance of Early Days in the Middle West
Parrish, Randall
Middle West -- Fiction
"There would be no pretense," he answered frankly. "I do care for you,
but I will not dishonor my thought of you by thus deliberately
scheming to outwit your husband. I am a man of the woods, the
wilderness; not since I was a boy have I dwelt in civilization, but in
all that time I have been companion of men to whom honor was
everything. I have been comrade with Sieur de la Salle, with Henri de
Tonty, and cannot be guilty of an act of treachery even for your sake.
Perchance my code is not the same as the perfumed gallants of
Quebec--yet it is mine, and learned in a hard school."
He went on quietly, "there are two things I cannot ignore--one is,
that I am an employee of this Francois Cassion, pledged to his service
by my own free will; the other is, that you are his wife, joined to
him by Holy Church, and although you may have assumed those vows under
coercion, your promise is binding. I can but choose my path of duty,
and abide therein."
His words hurt, angered me; I lacked power of expression, ability to
grasp his full meaning and purpose.
"You--you desert me then? You--you leave me to this fate?"
"I leave you to reconsider your choice of action," he returned
gravely, his hat still in hand, his lips unsmiling. "I do believe your
womanhood will find a better way to achieve its liberty, but what that
way is I must trust you to discover. I am your friend, Adele,
always--you will believe that?"
I did not answer; I could not, because of the choking in my throat,
yet I let him grasp my hand. Once I raised my eyes to his, but lowered
them instantly in strange confusion. Here was a man I did not
understand, whose real motives I could not fathom. His protest had not
yet penetrated my soul, and I felt toward him, an odd mixture of
respect and anger. He released my hand, and turned away, and I stood
motionless as he crossed the open space between the trees. At the edge
of the bluff he paused and glanced about, lifting his hat in gesture
of farewell. I do not think I moved, or made response, and an instant
later he was gone.
I know not how long I stood there staring into vacancy, haunted by
regret, tortured by fear and humiliation. Slowly all else crystallized
into indignation, with a fierce resolve to fight on alone. The sun
sank, and all about me clung the purple twilight, yet I did not move.
He had been unjust, unfair; his simple code of the woods could not be
made to apply to such a situation as this of mine.
I had a right to use the weapons of womanhood in my own defense. Ay!
and I would; and whether voluntary, or not this spotless knight of the
wilderness should be my ally. Let him pretend to high virtue, yet
surely under that outer armor of resolve there beat the heart of a
man. He meant all he said; he was honest in it; not once did I doubt
that, yet his apparent indifference, his seeming willingness to leave
me to fate, and Cassion, was all assumed.
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