When M. de Clagny approached Denyse, and bowed to her ceremoniously,
she said at once, without even returning his bow:
"Grandmamma has told me that you are going away. I am sure that it is
because of me?"
He nodded assent, and she put her little hand through his arm, and
moved in the direction of another room, which was almost empty.
"Please," she began, in a beseeching tone, "please, do not go away."
"And I, in my turn," he answered, deeply moved, "must say, please,
Bijou, do not ask what is impossible. I have not been able to be with
you without getting as foolish as all the others. I have let myself go
on dreaming, just as fools dream, and now that all is over, I must try
to become wise again, and to forget my dream, and in order to do that
I must go away, very far away, too."
"You thought that--that I should say yes?" she asked.
"Well, you were so good to me, so sweet and confiding always, that I
did hope--yes, God help me--I did hope--that perhaps you would let me
go on loving you."
"And so it was my fault that you hoped that?" she said dreamily.
"It wasn't your fault--it was mine; one always does hope what one
wants."
"Yes, I am sure that I ought not to have behaved as I did with you."
And her eyes filled with tears as she murmured, almost humbly: "I am
so sorry! will you forgive me?"
"Bijou!" exclaimed M. de Clagny, almost beside himself. "My dear
Bijou, it is I who ought to ask your forgiveness for causing you a
moment's sadness."
"Well, then, be kind--don't go away! not to-morrow, at any rate!
Promise me that you will come to Bracieux to-morrow to see us act our
play! Oh, don't say no! And then, afterwards, I will talk to
you--better than I could this evening." And gazing up at him with her
soft, luminous eyes, she added: "You won't regret coming, I am sure."
Jean de Blaye was just passing by at that moment, and Bijou stopped
him, and said, in a coaxing way:
"Won't you ask me for a waltz? do, please, you waltz so well."
And laying her hand on his shoulder, she disappeared, just as Pierrot
arrived to claim his dance.
"Leave your cousin in peace," said M. de Jonzac, who was seated on a
divan watching the dancing. "You are much too young to ask girls to
dance with you--I mean girls like Bijou."
"Ah, how old must I be then before I can ask them--not as old as you,
I suppose?"
"You certainly have a nice way of saying things."
"I say, father, why do Jean and Henry say that young La Balue gets to
be worse and worse form?"
"Young La Balue? Oh, I don't know."
"They say that he makes himself up."
"That's true."
"And that he gets to be worse and worse form! How?"
"If you want to know how, you have only to ask your cousins: they will
tell you."
"They won't, though! I asked them, and Jean just said, 'Don't come
bothering here.' Are we going home soon?"
"Going home? why, your cousin is sure to stay for the cotillion."
"I was very stupid to come here instead of staying with M. Giraud and
the abbe."
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