"So that I should have the right to love anyone who loved me. I mean,
openly; without having to keep it to myself." And then she added, in
a very low voice, "And without reproaching myself for it."
She was walking quite close to him, so close, that their shoulders
touched at every step.
Giraud was quite agitated with conflicting emotions.
"You say that--as if--as if--you did care for someone?" he stammered
out.
He knew that she had turned her face towards him, but she did not
speak.
Just at this moment a screech-owl, which was perched quite near them
amongst the thick, dark looking foliage of the trees, gave a sudden,
wailing, cry, which startled Bijou. She knocked against Giraud as she
jumped aside in her fright, and he instinctively put his arms round
her. Her soft, perfumed hair brushed against his lips, making him lose
his head completely. He forgot everything, and, utterly oblivious of
all that separated him from the young girl, he drew her closer to him
in a passionate embrace, and murmured tenderly:
"Denyse!"
She let him do as he liked, without offering any resistance, but when,
at last, he set her free, she said, in a tender, plaintive tone:
"Oh! how wrong it was of you to have done that, how wrong of you!" And
then she hid her face in her hands, and he could hear that she was
crying.
He tried to console her, but she would not allow him to stay.
"No, go away, please," she said: "they will be wondering where you
are. I shall come in directly, when I am myself again."
As he was starting off in the direction of the terrace, she called him
back.
"Not that way," she said. "Go round by the pool. Don't let them think
you have come from here."
"Let me stay another minute, just to ask you to forgive me. Let me
kiss those little hands that I love--"
"Please go! Please go!" she said, in a tone that sounded as though she
mistrusted herself.
Before turning into the walk that led round by the pool, Giraud
stopped a minute to get another glimpse of Denyse, who, in her light
dress, looked like a white spot against the dark background of the
trees. He could hear that she was still crying.
* * * * *
"Is that you, Bijou?" asked Jean de Blaye, coming forward in the thick
darkness.
"Who is it?" asked the young girl, drawing herself up.
"It is I--Jean! Why, do you mean to say that you won't even do me the
honour of recognising my voice. What are you doing out here in this
pitch darkness?"
"I am taking a stroll."
"All alone?"
"I came out to join the Dubuissons, but I thought afterwards that it
was better not to disturb them, and so I came here all alone."
"It must be quite a change for you to be alone, isn't it? And what in
the world do you do when you are all by yourself?"
"I think."
"Oh! what a big word!"
"Well, I dream dreams, if you like that better?"
"Well I never! That's what I never should have thought you would do.
They are surely not in the least like ordinary dreams--yours?"
"Because--?"
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