Time for me, too, to go, thought I, as snatching one last look upon the
imposing scene, I clasped my book and put it in my pocket. The best
thing I can do just now is to slide out unperceived amid the general
crowd. Hurrying down the great length of ladder, I soon found myself at
the base of the last stone step of the final flight; but started
aghast--the door was locked! The bell-ringer, or more probably that for
ever prying, suspicious-looking, beadle-faced man has done this. He
would not let me in at all at first, and now, with the greatest
inconsistency, he will not let me out. But what is to be done? Shall I
knock on the door? That will never do. It will only frighten the crowd
streaming by, and no one can adequately respond to my summons, except
the beadle-faced man; and if he sees me, he will recognise me, and
perhaps roundly rate me--poor, humble worshipper--before the entire
public. No, I won’t knock. But what then?
For a long time I thought and thought, till at last all was hushed
again. Presently a clicking sound admonished me that the church was
being closed. In sudden desperation, I gave a rap on the door. But too
late. It was not heard. I was left alone and solitary in a temple which
but a moment before was more populous than many villages.
A strange trepidation of gloom and loneliness gradually stole over me.
Hardly conscious of what I did, I reascended the stone steps; higher and
higher still, and only paused when once more I felt the hot-air blast
from the wire-woven screen. Snatching another peep down into the vast
arena, I started at its hushed desertness. The long ranges of grouped
columns down the nave, the clusterings of them into copses about the
corners of the transept; together with the subdued, dim-streaming light
from the autumnal glasses; all assumed a secluded and deep-wooded air. I
seemed gazing from Pisgah into the forests of old Canaan. A Puseyitish
painting of a Madonna and Child, adorning a lower window, seemed showing
to me the sole tenants of this painted wilderness--the true Hagar and
her Ishmael.
With added trepidation I stole softly back to the magic-lantern
platform; and revived myself a little by peeping through the scratch,
upon the unstained light of open day. But what is to be done, thought I
again.
I descended to the door; listened there; heard nothing. A third time
climbing the stone steps, once more I stood in the magic-lantern, while
the full nature of the more than awkwardness of my position came over
me.
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