Sometimes sweet sense of duty will entice one to bitter doom. For what
could be more bitter than now, in abject need, to be seen of those--nay,
crawl and visit them in an humble sort, and be tolerated as an old
eccentric, wandering in their parlours--who once had known him richest
of the rich, and gayest of the gay? Yet this Jimmy did. Without rudely
breaking him right down to it, fate slowly bent him more and more to the
lowest deep. From an unknown quarter he received an income of some
seventy dollars, more or less. The principal he would never touch, but,
by various modes of eking it out, managed to live on the interest. He
lived in an attic, where he supplied himself with food. He took but one
regular repast a day--meal and milk--and nothing more, unless procured
at others’ tables. Often about the tea hour he would drop in upon some
old acquaintance, clad in his neat, forlorn frock-coat, with worn velvet
sewed upon the edges of the cuffs, and a similar device upon the hems of
his pantaloons, to hide that dire look of having been grated off by
rats. On Sunday he made a point of always dining at some fine house or
other.
It is evident that no man could with impunity be allowed to lead this
life unless regarded as one who, free from vice, was by fortune brought
so low that the plummet of pity alone could reach him. Not much merit
redounded to his entertainers because they did not thrust the starving
gentleman forth when he came for his poor alms of tea and toast. Some
merit had been theirs had they clubbed together and provided him, at
small cost enough, with a sufficient income to make him, in point of
necessaries, independent of the daily dole of charity; charity not sent
to him either, but charity for which he had to trudge round to their
doors.
But the most touching thing of all were those roses in his cheeks; those
ruddy roses in his nipping winter. How they bloomed; whether meal and
milk, and tea and toast could keep them flourishing; whether now he
painted them; by what strange magic they were made to blossom so; no son
of man might tell. But there they bloomed. And besides the roses, Jimmy
was rich in smiles. He smiled ever. The lordly door which received him
to his eleemosynary teas, knew no such smiling guest as Jimmy. In his
prosperous days the smile of Jimmy was famous far and wide. It should
have been trebly famous now.
Wherever he went to tea, he had all of the news of the town to tell. By
frequenting the reading-rooms, as one privileged through harmlessness,
he kept himself informed of European affairs, and the last literature,
foreign and domestic. And of this, when encouragement was given, he
would largely talk. But encouragement was not always given. At certain
houses, and not a few, Jimmy would drop in about ten minutes before the
tea-hour, and drop out again about ten minutes after it; well knowing
that his further presence was not indispensable to the contentment or
felicity of his host.
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