Biography of Rev. Hosea BallouBallou, Maturin M. (Maturin Murray)
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Biography of Rev. Hosea Ballou
Ballou, Maturin M. (Maturin Murray)
Ballou, Hosea, 1771-1852; Clergy -- United States -- Biography; Universalists -- United States -- Biography
"_Queries._--With what feelings do you look back upon your past life,
its influence and results, its commencement and its end? As it regards
your published works and writings, has experience strengthened the
opinions and points laid down in them, or have you after years of study
and reflection found cause for change? What is the present end and aim
of your life, and how does it differ from the morning of your existence?
"_Reply to Query 1st._--When I survey the course of my past life, as I
often do, I am filled with wonder; and a clear conviction that, as a
whole, it has been appointed and directed by Infinite Wisdom, all but
reduces me to nothing. True, I can simply realize that I exist; and can
compare myself to a drop of water in the midst of the ocean, dependent,
as I always have been, on that Being who holds the unmeasured deep in
the hollow of his hand. I am fully satisfied that none of the eventful
incidents of my life would have been what they were, had not an
overruling Providence disappointed my own plans and purposes in many
instances. Pursuant to these considerations, in viewing the apparent
'influences and results' of my labors, I should be quite at variance
with the conviction of my own understanding, should I indulge a feeling
to credit them to myself. With such views of the past and present, I
feel satisfied, and even thankful.
"My childhood and youth were, like most of others, full of vanity. My
public life commenced with no extensive prospects. I do not know that
the thought ever entered my mind that my public labors would ever
procure me a livelihood.... My main desire now is that it may please Him
whose I am and whom I serve, so to direct that what remains of my
fleeting days may in no way dishonor, but promote, the cause of his
truth, to which I have so long been devoted.
"_Reply to Query 2nd._--All the _important_ doctrinal points contained
in the several works which I have published are still my honest
convictions; and as they were widely different from the views generally
entertained by theologians, I examined them with all possible care, and
have never seen cause to rescind them. And I can add, that I have never,
in my public labors, allowed myself to present to my hearers any
sentiment, or to expound any portion of scripture, but in accordance
with the sober convictions of my understanding.
"_Reply to Query 3d._--The main object by which I was actuated at the
commencement of my public labors was to understand the true doctrine of
the Scriptures, and by all possible means to convey conviction of its
truth to the understanding of all who had ears to hear; and my present
aim is to finish, in the best manner I can, these labors, by persuading
people, not only to understand the true nature of the gospel, but to
cherish its blessed hopes, and to faithfully practise its precepts."
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