"If you are driven to such despicable work by poverty," she
said, unconsciously seeking excuse for him, "if it is the only
trade you know--then I suppose you can't help--"
"No," he said, unwilling to let her gain even this false
impression. "My grandfather, who brought me up--who owned the
place I spoke of, near Coconut Grove--left me enough to live
on in pretty fair comfort. I could have been an idler if I
chose. I didn't choose. I wanted work. And I wanted
adventure. That was why I went into the Secret Service. I
stayed in it till I went overseas, and I came back to it after
the war. I wasn't driven into it by poverty. It's an
honorable profession. There are hundreds of honorable men in
it. You probably know some of them. They are in all walks of
life, from Fifth Avenue to the slums. They are working
patriotically for the welfare of the land they love, and they
are working for pitifully small reward. It is not like the
Secret Service of Germany or of oldtime Russia. It upholds
Democracy, not Tyranny. And I'm proud to be a member of it.
At least, I was. Now, there is nothing left to me but to
resign. It--"
"You haven't even the excuse of poverty!" she exclaimed,
confusedly. "And you have not even the grace to feel ashamed
for--for your black ingratitude in tricking us into giving you
shelter and--"
"I think I paid my bill for that, to some slight extent," was
his dry rejoinder. "But for my 'trickery,' your half-brother
would be dead, by now. As for 'ingratitude,' how about the
trick he served me, today? Even if he didn't know Hade had
smuggled across a bagful of his pet moccasins to Roke, yet he
let me be trapped into that--"
"It's only in the Devil's Ledger, that two wrongs make a
right!" she flamed. "I grant my brother treated you
abominably. But his excuse was that your presence might ruin
his great ambition in life. Your only excuse for doing what
you have done is the--the foul instinct of the man-hunt.
The--"
"The criminal-hunt," he corrected her, trying not to writhe
under her hot contempt. "The enemy-to-man hunt, if you like.
Your half-brother--"
"My brother is not a criminal!" she cried, furiously. "You have
no right to say so. He has committed no crime. He has broken no
law."
Again he looked down, searchingly, into her angry little face,
as it confronted him so fiercely in the starlight. And he
knew she was sincere.
"Miss Standish," he said, slowly. "You believe you are
telling the truth. Your half-brother understood you too well
to let you know what he was really up to. He and Hade
concocted some story--I don't know what--to explain to you the
odd things going on in and around your home. You are
innocent. And you are ignorant. It cuts me like a knife to
have to open your eyes to all this. But, in a very few days,
at most, you are bound to know."
"If you think I'll believe a word against my brother--especially
from a self-confessed spy--"
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