Families -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction
He left them gaping with astonishment and dashed out into the hall for
his coat and hat. Even then he had no definite notion as to what his
next move would be, save that he was going out--somewhere, anywhere;
he did not care. All the time he was employed in getting into his light
overcoat his eyes were fixed on the front door, and in his heart was the
strange, indescribable hope that it would open to admit his father,
who, thinking of him in his loneliness and moved by a suddenly aroused
feeling of love, had abandoned an evening of selfish pleasure in order
to spend it with him.
And if his father should walk in, with eagerness in his long unfriendly
eyes, what joy it would be for him to rush up to him and cry out:
“Father, let's be happy! Let's make each other happy!”
Somehow, as he rushed down the front steps with the cool night air
blowing in his face, there surged up within him a strong, overpowering
sense of filial duty. It was his duty to make the first advances. It
was for him to pave the way to peace and happiness. Something vague but
disturbing tormented him with the fear that his father faced a great
peril and that his own place was beside him and not against him, as he
had been for all these illy directed years. He could not put it away
from him, this thought that his father was in danger--in danger of
something that was not physical, something from which, with all his
valour, he had no adequate form of defence.
At the corner he paused, checked by an irresistible impulse to look
backward at the house he had just left. To his surprise there was a
light in the drawing-room windows facing the street. The shade in one of
them had been thrown wide open and a stream of light flared out across
the sidewalk.
Standing in this stream of light was the figure of a man. Slowly, as if
drawn by a force he could not resist, the young man retraced his steps
until he stood directly in front of the window. A questioning smile was
on his lips. He was looking up into Ranjab's shadowy, unsmiling face,
dimly visible in the glow from the distant street-lamp. For a long time
they stared at each other, no sign of recognition passing between them.
The Hindu's face was as rigid, as emotionless as if carved out of stone;
his eyes were unwavering. Frederic could see them, even in the shadows.
He had the queer feeling that, though the man gave no sign, he had
something he wanted to say to him, that he was actually calling to him
to come back into the house.
Undecided, the man outside took several halting steps toward the
doorway, his gaze still fixed on the face in the window. Then he broke
the spell. It was a notion on his part, he argued, If he had been
wanted, his father's servant would have beckoned to him. He would not
have stood there like a graven image, staring out into the night.
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