Families -- Fiction; Fathers and sons -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction
Since then he had waited--he had waited for many things to happen. He
knew all that took place below stairs. He knew when Lydia came and he
denied himself to her. The coming of the police, the nurses and the
anæsthetician, and later on Mrs John Desmond and the reporters. All this
he had known, for he had listened at a crack in the open door. And he
had heard his wife's calm, authoritative voice in the hall below, giving
directions. Now for the first time he looked about him and felt himself
attended by ghosts. In that instant he came to hate this once-loved
room, this cherished retreat, and all that it contained. He would never
set his foot inside of its four walls again. It was filled with ghosts!
On the corner of the table lay a great heap of manuscript, the story
of his life up to the escape from Thassa. The sheets of paper had been
scattered over the floor by the surgeon, but now they were back in
perfect order, replaced by another hand. He thought of the final chapter
that would have to be written if he went on with the journal. It would
have to be written, for it was the true story of his life. He strode
swiftly to the table. In another instant the work of many months would
have been torn to bits of waste paper. But his hand was stayed. Someone
had stopped outside his door. He could not hear a sound, and yet he knew
that a hand was on the heavy latch. He suddenly recalled his remark to
the old men. He would have to _write_ the final chapter, after all.
He waited. He knew that she was out there, collecting all of her
strength for the coming interview. She was fortifying herself against
the crisis that was so near at hand. To his own surprise and distress
of mind he found himself trembling and suddenly deprived of the fierce
energy that he had stored up for the encounter. He wondered whether he
would command the situation, after all, notwithstanding his righteous
charge against her.
She had wantonly sought to entice Frederic, she had planned to dishonour
her husband, she had proved herself unwholesome and false, and her heart
was evil. And yet he wondered whether he would be able to stand his
ground against her.
So far she had ruled. At the outset he had attempted to assert his
authority as the master of the house in this trying, heart-breaking
hour, and she had calmly waved him aside. His first thought had been to
take his proper place at the bedside of his victim and there to remain
until the end, but she had said: “You are not to go in. You have done
enough for one day. If he must die, let it be in peace and not in fear.
You are not to go in,” and he had crept away to hide!
He remembered her words later on when Hodder sent for him to come down.
“Not in fear,” she had said.
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