"I'll tell you why, Terry. Because if you stay around here too long,
they'll make you what you don't want to be--another Black Jack. Don't you
see that that's why they like you? Because you're his son, and because
they want you to be another like him. Not that I have anything against
him. I guess he was a fine fellow in his way." She paused and stared
directly at him in a way he found hard to bear. "He must of been! But
that isn't the sort of a man you want to make out of yourself. I know.
You're trying to go straight. Well, Terry, nobody that ever stepped could
stay straight long when they had around 'em Denver Pete and--my father."
She said the last with a sob of grief. He tried to protest, but she waved
him away.
"I know. And it's true. He'd do anything for me, except change himself.
Believe me, Terry, you got to get out of here--pronto. Is they anything
to hold you here?"
"A great deal. Three hundred dollars I owe your father."
She considered him again with that mute shake of the head. Then: "Do you
mean it? I see you do. I don't suppose it does any good for me to tell
you that he cheated you out of that money?"
"If I was fool enough to lose it that way, I won't take it back."
"I knew that, too--I guessed it. Oh, Terry, I know a pile more about the
inside of your head than you'd ever guess! Well, I knew that--and I come
with the money so's you can pay back Dad in the morning. Here it is--and
they's just a mite more to help you on your way."
She laid the little handful of gold on the table beside the bed and rose.
"Don't go," said Terry, when he could speak. "Don't go, Kate! I'm not
that low. I can't take your money!"
She stood by the bed and stamped lightly. "Are you going to be a fool
about this, too?"
"Your father offered to give me back all the money I'd won. I can't do
it, Kate."
He could see her grow angry, beautifully angry.
"Is they no difference between Kate Pollard and Joe Pollard?"
Something leaped into his throat. He wanted to tell her in a thousand
ways just how vast that difference was.
"Man, you'd make a saint swear, and I ain't a saint by some miles. You
take that money and pay Dad, and get on your way. This ain't no place for
you, Terry Hollis."
"I--" he began.
She broke in: "Don't say it. You'll have me mad in a minute. Don't say
it."
"I have to. I can't take money from you."
"Then take a loan."
He shook his head.
"Ain't I good enough to even loan you money?" she cried fiercely.
The shaft of moonlight had poured past her feet; she stood in a pool of
it.
"Good enough?" said Terry. "Good enough?" Something that had been
accumulating in him now swelled to bursting, flooded from his heart to
his throat. He hardly knew his own voice, it was so transformed with
sudden emotion.
"There's more good in you than in any man or woman I've ever known."
"Terry, are you trying to make me feel foolish?"
"I mean it--and it's true. You're kinder, more gentle--"
"Gentle? Me? Oh, Terry!"
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