"Not a bit of it. But she's a wise cold-blooded critic. You can't
blame me for not even talking about it to you. I see so little of you
that I've no intention of wasting any of the precious time."
"But you might let me read it."
"I'd rather wait until it's finished and as polished and perfect as I
can make it. I always want you to know me at my best."
"Oh, my dear! You forget that we are to be made one and remain twain.
Do you really believe that we shall either of us always be at our best?"
"Well, to tell you the truth, I don't care a hang whether we are or
not. I'll have you, and all to myself. And I won't say 'for a while,
at least.' Do you imagine that when we return to New York I'm going to
let Society take possession of you again? Not only shall I work harder
than I've ever worked before, but I'd see little more of you than I do
now. And that I'll never submit to again. I'll write my next play
inside this house, and you'll be here when I want you, not gadding
about."
She felt a sudden pang of dismay, apprehension. New York? She
realized that not for a moment had she given up her original purpose.
But why disturb the serenity of the present? When she had him in the
Dolomites . . . She answered him in the same light tone.
"I'm having my last fling at New York Society. When we return we'll
give our spare time to the Sophisticates. I see far less of them now
than I like." Then, with a further desire to investigate the literary
temperament, even if she were stabbed again in the process, she looked
at him with provocative eyes and said: "I've sometimes wondered why you
haven't insisted upon a secret marriage. I'm told it can be done with
a reasonable prospect of success in certain states."
"Don't imagine I didn't think of it . . . but--well--I think the play
would go fluey . . . you see. . . ."
"I see! And what about your next?"
"The next will be a comedy. I'll never be able to write a tremendously
emotional play again."
"And meanwhile you will not deny that the artist has submerged the
lover."
"I admit nothing of the sort. But you yourself let the artist
loose--and what in God's name should I be doing these cursed weeks if
you hadn't? You know you never would have consented to a secret
marriage. You've set your heart on the Dolomites. . . . How about
that interval of travel, by the way? Liners and trains are not
particularly conducive to illusions."
"I thought I'd told you. My plan is to be married there. I should go
on a preceding steamer and see that the Lodge was in proper condition.
I want everything to be quite perfect, and Heaven only knows what has
happened to it."
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