"And I'll give you points," said Mary, laughing. She returned the
other's embrace; but when she was alone she sighed and sank back in her
chair, without picking up her book. Miss Gora Dwight had given her
something to think of! The last thing she wanted was a serial
honeymoon. She wanted this man's companionship and his help. But she
had slowly been forced to the conclusion that Clavering's was a mind
whose enthusiasms could only be inspired by some form of creative art;
politics would never appeal to it. In her comparative ignorance of the
denaturalized brain, she had believed that a brilliant gifted mind
could concentrate itself upon any object with equal fertility and
power, but she had seen too much of the Sophisticates of late, and
studied Clavering in too many of his moods to cherish the illusion any
longer. Playwrighting seemed to her a contemptible pastime compared
with the hideous facts of Life as exemplified in Europe, and she had
restrained herself from an angry outburst more than once. But she was
too philosophical, possibly too fatalistic, not to have dismissed this
attitude eventually. Clavering could not be changed, but neither could
she. There would be the usual compromises. After all, of what was
life made up but of compromise? But the early glow of the wondrous
dream had faded. The mistress was evidently the role nature had cast
her to play. The vision of home, the complete matehood, had gone the
way of all dreams.
XLII
She was not sorry to forego the doubtful luxury of meditation on the
sadness of life. When Miss Trevor's card was brought to her she told
the servant to show her up and bring tea immediately. She was not
interested in Agnes Trevor, a younger sister of Polly Vane, but at all
events she would talk about her settlement work and give a comfortably
commonplace atmosphere to the room in which tragic clouds were rising.
As it had happened, Mary, during these past weeks, had seen little of
New York women between the relics of her old set and their lively
Society-loving daughters. The women between forty and fifty, whether
devoted to fashion, politics, husbands, children, or good works, had so
far escaped her, and Agnes Trevor, who lived with Mrs. Vane, was
practically the only representative of the intermediate age with whom
she had exchanged a dozen words. But the admirable spinster had taken
up the cause of the Vienna children with enthusiasm and raised a good
deal of money, besides contributing liberally herself. She was
forty-two, and, although she was said to have been a beautiful girl,
was now merely patrician in appearance, very tall and thin and
spinsterish, with a clean but faded complexion, and hair-colored hair
beginning to turn gray. She had left Society in her early twenties and
devoted herself to moralizing the East Side.
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