They were in a boat on the lake. The air was crisp and cold although
the sun blazed overhead. Clavering was happy in a disreputable old
sweater that he kept at the camp, and baggy corduroy trousers tucked
into leggins, but Mary wore an angora sweater and skirt of a vivid
grass green and a soft sport hat of the same shade, the rim turned down
over eyes that might never have looked upon life beyond these woods and
mountains. Clavering was hatless and smoked his pipe lazily as he
pulled with long slow strokes.
Other boats were on the lake, the women in bright sweaters and hats
that looked like floating autumn leaves, and the lake was liquid amber.
A breeze blew warm scents out of the woods. The water lilies had
opened to the sun and looked oddly artificial in their waxen beauty, at
the feet of those ancient trees. Stealthy footsteps behind that wall
of trees, or a sudden loud rustling, told of startled deer. The
distant peak looked to be enamelled blue and white, and the long slopes
of the nearer mountains were dark green under a blue mist, the higher
spruce rising like Gothic spires.
Clavering smiled into her dancing eyes. "You look about fourteen," he
said tenderly.
"I don't feel much more. I spent a month or two every year in these
woods--let us play a game. Make believe that I am Mary Ogden and you
have met me here for the first time and are deliberately setting out to
woo me. Begin all over again. It--you, perhaps!--was what I always
dreamed of up here. I used to row on the lake for hours by myself, or
sit alone in the very depths of the woods. Do you think that famous
imagination of yours could accomplish a purely personal feat? I
haven't nearly as much but I'm quite sure I could. And then--after--we
could just go on from here."
He looked at her in smiling sympathy. "Done. We met last night, Miss
Ogden, and I went down at the first shot. I'm now out to win you or
perish in the attempt. But before we get down to business I'll just
inform you of a resolution I took a day or two ago. I shall get a
license the day we return and marry you the morning you sail."
"Oh!" And then she realized in a blinding flash what she had fought
out of her consciousness: that she had shrunk from the consummation of
marriage, visualized a long period of intermittent but superficial
love-making and delightful companionship, an exciting but incomplete
idyl of mind and soul and senses. . . . Underneath always an undertone
of repulsion and incurable ennui . . . the dark residuum of immedicable
disillusion . . . that what she had really wanted was love with its
final expression eliminated.
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