"You do know! You are not the woman to mistake a passing interest for
the real thing."
"Oh, does a woman ever--I never wanted to be as young as _that_ again!
I should have believed it impossible if I had given the matter a
thought--It is so long! I had forgotten what love was like. There was
nothing I had buried as deep. And there are reasons--reasons!"
"I only follow you vaguely. But I think I understand--worse luck!
I've hated you more than once. You must have known that. I believe
you are deliberately leading me on to make a fool of myself."
"I am not! Oh, I am not!"
"_Do_ you love me?"
"I--I want to be sure. I have dreamed . . . I--I have leisure, you
see. This old house shuts out the world--Europe--the past. The war
might have cut my life in two. If it had not been for that--that long
selfless interval . . . I'd like you to go now."
"Will you marry me?"
"It may be. I can't tell. Not yet. Are you content to wait?"
"I am not! But I've no intention of taking you by force, although I
don't feel particularly civilized at the present moment. But I'll win
you and have you if you love me. Make no doubt of that. You may have
ten thousand strange reasons--they count for nothing with me. And I
intend to see you every day. I'll call you up in the morning. Now I
go, and as quickly as I can get out."
XX
He plunged down the steps into a snowstorm. Even during his
precipitate retreat he had realized the advisability of telephoning for
a taxi, but had been incapable of the anti-climax. He pulled his hat
over his eyes, turned up the collar of his coat, and made his way
hastily toward Park Avenue. There was not a cab in sight. Nor was
there a rumble in the tunnel; no doubt the cars were snow-bound. He
hesitated only a moment: it would hardly take him longer to walk to his
hotel than to the Grand Central Station, but he crossed over to Madison
Avenue at once, for it was bitter walking and there was a bare chance
of picking up a cab returning from one of the hotels.
But the narrow street between its high dark walls looked like a
deserted mountain pass rapidly filling with snow. The tall
street-lamps shed a sad and ghostly beam. They might have been the
hooded torches of cave dwellers sheltering from enemies and the storm
in those perpendicular fastnesses. Far down, a red sphere glowed
dimly, exalting the illusion. He almost fancied he could see the
out-posts of primeval forests bending over the canyon and wondered why
the "Poet of Manhattan" had never immortalized a scene at once so
sinister and so lovely.
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