And no stillness of a high mountain solitude had ever been more
intense. Not even a muffled roar from trains on the distant "L's."
Clavering wondered if he really were in New York. The whole evening
had been unreal enough. Certainly all that was prosaic and ugly and
feverish had been obliterated by what it was no flight of fancy to call
white magic. That seething mass of humanity, that so often looked as
if rushing hither and thither with no definite purpose, driven merely
by the obsession of speed, was as supine in its brief privacy as its
dead. In spite of the fever in him he felt curiously uplifted--and
glad to be alone. There are moods and solitudes when a man wants no
woman, however much he may be wanting one particular woman. . . . But
the mood was ephemeral; he had been too close to her a moment before.
Moreover, she was still unpossessed. . . . She seemed to take shape
slowly in the white whirling snow, as white and imponderable. . . . A
Nordic princess drifting northward over her steppes. . . . God! Would
he ever get her? . . . If he did not it would be because one of them
was qualifying for another incarnation.
He walked down the avenue as rapidly as possible, his hands in his
pockets, his head bent to the wind, no longer transported; forcing his
mind to dwell on the warmth of his rooms and his bed. . . . His head
ached. He'd go to the office tomorrow and write his column there.
Then think things out. How was he to win such a woman? Make her sure
of herself? Convert her doubts into a passionate certainty? She, with
her highly technical past! Make no mistakes? If he made a precipitate
ass of himself--what comparisons! . . . His warm bed . . . the
complete and personal isolation of his rooms . . . he had never given
even a tea to women . . . he gave his dinners in restaurants. . . .
How many more blocks? The snow was thicker. He couldn't even see the
arcade of Madison Square Garden, although a faint diffused radiance
high in air was no doubt the crown of lights on the Metropolitan
Tower. . . . Had he made a wrong move in bolting----?
His thoughts and counter-thoughts came to an abrupt end. At the corner
of Thirtieth Street he collided with a small figure in a fur coat and
nearly knocked it over. He was for striding on with a muttered
apology, when the girl caught him by the arm with a light laugh.
"Lee Clavering! What luck! Take me home."
He was looking down into the dark naughty little face of Janet
Oglethorpe, granddaughter of the redoubtable Jane.
"What on earth are you doing here?" he asked stupidly.
"Perhaps I'll tell you and perhaps I won't. On second thoughts don't
take me home. Take me to one of those all-night restaurants. That's
just the one thing I haven't seen, and I'm hungry."
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