American fiction -- 20th century; Bohemianism -- Fiction
and they had produced the same result; but still, huddled under the
tree, he continued to write, much like a dying man who has no choice
save to gasp for breath, only in his case it was a ghost that struggled
to avoid a second death. The ghost was seeking to escape a final
extinction. He wrote until the lengthened shadow of the tree told him
that he must return to the house; but it took him at least ten minutes
before he could censure his face and control his breath. At last, with
the thinly passive mask once more adjusted and held by the slenderest
of threads, he walked from the garden.
At supper he met his cousin, Dr. Joseph Rosenstein, who was living at
the Edleman home and who treated him with a suspecting affability. The
presence of a poet is always a vague challenge to those people who feel
that he is somehow at variance with the complacent finalities of their
lives, but who cannot draw the difference into a clearer antagonism.
For this reason they try to cover their distrust with a nervous and
questioning amiability. After jovially advising Carl to write a sonnet
to a doctor, protesting to a great admiration for the prettiness
of poetry, and asking Carl whether he didn’t think that practical
people were also of some use in the world, Rosenstein deserted the
farce and began to discuss the technical details of an operation with
Dr. Edleman. Bertha Edleman uttered some placid remarks concerning
the possibility of Carl’s writing short stories that would bring
him a great deal of money; inquired after his parents in a detailed
but listless way; and then, with more vigor, commenced to speak of
engagements, marriages and divorces within her immediate circle. Dr.
Edleman, by turns waggish and blunt, presided over the groups of
corrupted words. Since Carl was anxious not to provoke these people, he
stooped to the task of uttering pleasantly obvious remarks in a timid
and deliberate fashion, and since they secretly felt that his work gave
him a rank lower than theirs, they liked the subdued and abashed manner
in which he spoke.
CHAPTER XVIII.
After that evening he managed to protect his loneliness with clever
words. He told the Edlemans that he was looking for material for short
stories and that he intended to roam about the city; and, elated at
his purpose, they did not object. Since most of his relatives were
still displaying their dignity, jewelry, and card-playing abilities at
northern summer resorts, he found it easy to be alone.
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