American fiction -- 20th century; Bohemianism -- Fiction
In the midst of his restless, empty wanderings he often sat for a
while in a little park that rustled and nodded upon the top of a bluff
overlooking a broad river. There he would stare out at the wide,
yellowish-brown flat of water, and the dull green convolutions of the
distant shore, and the water would become an ethereal canvas where
he painted fugitive salutes to the woman who had fled from life’s
semblances. Under the spell of a melting daze he would sit for hours,
almost unconscious of the fact that he held a body of slowly breathing
flesh. At one end of the park the line of benches turned sharply in
toward the city, and this shaded place, guarded by bushes and trees,
was known as “Rounder’s Corner.” It was frequented by thieves, drug
peddlers, sly, lacquered women and an occasional vagrant, and they
gathered there from twilight on and drained the fierce insincerities
of conversation and whiskey, with sometimes the lucid edge of cocaine.
Since Carl came to this spot only during the afternoons, he did not see
these people until, one evening, he managed to absent himself from the
Edleman home on the pretense of desiring a trip on a river steamboat,
and strolled into the park.
He sat on a bench and looked around him, trying to become interested
in the immediate contortions of the fantasy. One glance told him the
identity of the social circle into which he had dropped and he felt
a jerk of attention, for the more openly rough and cruel people in
life were to him reflections of his ghostly self, spied in a coarsely
exaggerated mirror but none the less valid. Fresh from the lazy
inanities of the Edleman house, he felt a little baffled vigor--the
ghost lamenting its lack of exercise--and he longed to roll once
more in that plastic phenomenon which men insist on calling mud. It
was only through plastering himself with the concentrated moistness
of earth that he could force himself to believe, for a time, in the
reality of life, and he welcomed his chance to repeat this process. He
scanned the whispering, laughing, loose-faced people around him and
turned over in his mind different ways of approaching them, since he
knew how easy it was to heap fuel upon their suspicions.
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