By the time Archie had made his toilet they were running into the
Chicago station.
"Suppose we have breakfast in the station restaurant?" Congdon
suggested. "If I go up to the University Club I'm likely to run into
somebody who'll want me to do things. And I'm not up to it; really I'm
not."
"I understand perfectly," said Archie.
"And see here, old man; I don't want to force myself on you, but you've
been awfully decent to me. Don't be alarmed, but to tell you the honest
truth my nerves are in such a state that I'm afraid to be alone. If a
poor neurasthenic won't bore you too much I wish you'd let me tag you
till my train leaves tonight. I promise not to be a nuisance and if it
becomes unbearable, just chuck me!"
They not only breakfasted together, but after motoring through the parks
they spent an hour at the art institute and then Archie acted as host at
luncheon. The fear of being accosted by an acquaintance made him
nervous, and his anxiety seemed to be shared by Congdon, who chose an
eating place unfrequented by travelers. By this time Archie was fully
committed to the further journey into Michigan and contributed his half
to the purchase of a stateroom for the trip.
"I'm using you; you can see that I'm using you, making a valet of you,
dragging you into the wilderness!" exclaimed Congdon. "But I always was
a selfish whelp."
He made the confession with a grim smile, and an impatient sweep of his
free arm as though brushing himself out of existence.
Archie's intimate friends were few; men thought him difficult, or looked
upon him as an invalid to be left to his own devices; and yet he felt
that he had known Putney Congdon for years.
On a bench in Grant Park Congdon swung himself into a confidential
attitude.
"Life's the devil's own business," he said with a deep sigh. "I've got
to a place where I don't care what happens--everything black anywhere I
look. I've been trying for the past four or five years to do things God
Almighty never intended me to do. I was happily married; two beautiful
children; none finer,--but I'll shorten up the story so you can see what
a monkey fate has made of me. My father's a crank, a genius in his way,
but decidedly eccentric. My mother died when I was a youngster and as I
was an only child father tried all sorts of schemes of educating me,
whimsical notions, one after another. The result was I've never got a
look in anywhere; unfitted for everything. After I married he still
tried to hold the rein on me, wanted to put me into businesses I hated
and kept meddling with my domestic affairs. All this made me weak and
irresolute. I have a mechanical turn--not a strong bent but the only
thing that ever tugged at me very hard. Almost made some important
inventions, but only almost. About the time I'd get a good start father
would shoot me off into something else, and if I refused he'd cut off my
allowance. Never set me up for myself; keeps me dependent on his bounty.
Humiliating; positively humiliating!"
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