"Not now. I’m a woman. No," as he made a movement, "listen to me, Jim.
While I was away from you I had no doubts about the future. I was
certain that I could make you happy, that love was the principal thing
in life. I’m not so sure now."
She felt his grip tighten. "Why, just now you confessed——"
"I confessed what _I_ felt," she interrupted. "I want you to confess.
I want you to look far, far into the future ... and also to remember the
past. Remember what I am—and what my brother is."
Against her will her eyes were drawn towards the conservatory where the
convict was hiding. An outcast, an outlaw, wearing the shameful uniform
of crime. Just such a man was her brother. Wearing just the same
uniform, living the same life, thinking the same thoughts. Just as
desperate. Her brother: herded with other criminals in one of the great
prisons of England. She had been speaking her thoughts, saying just
what she felt. She knew that she was speaking them to gain time. She
ought not to have wasted one moment before telling Jim of the man hiding
a few yards away from them. Warders were at that moment searching
outbuildings and the gardens. She was committing an unlawful act in not
giving him up. She was making her lover party to her guilt.
But she could not tell him. For one dreadful moment she had entered
into that wretched man’s feelings. It was as if she had taken his place
in the darkness out there where he was hiding.
She wanted him to escape! She was incapable of reasoning that moment.
Perhaps the taint of crime was in her blood. Perhaps her brother really
had been guilty of robbing her lover’s father.
"My dearest little one, you needn’t trouble about my future. I shall
really only begin to live when you’re my wife. I can’t lose my job—if I
do I can find another. And your love will make me twice as keen on my
work, for you will share in it. We have each got our job to do, and we
shall do it better for being together. That’s all about it."
She heard his voice, as from a distance off. As he finished speaking she
heard footsteps in the hall—the opening of the front door.
Some one knocked at the drawing-room door. It opened, and the servant
admitted the chief warder.
"We’ve searched carefully, sir," he said to Jim, who put Marjorie from
him and stood in front of her. "And some of my men have been right
through the gardens and shrubberies, but they ain’t hiding anywhere
here. No doubt you’ll see that your men-servants keep a sharp look-out.
One man’s badly hit—but he was a sharpish one, he was. I’m afraid there
ain’t much chance of getting them to-night, but we shall have them as
soon as day breaks." He saluted. "Good-night, sir. Good-night, ma’am."
The drawing-room door closed, and Marjorie listened to the footsteps
crossing the hall. "We shall get them as soon as day breaks."
Automatically she repeated the words the warder had spoken.
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