A more generous man would have tried to make it easier for her, to have
helped her. But Despard was not that sort. He merely calculated how
much he might ask, how far he might go without meeting a rebuff. The
cards all seemed to be in his hand.
Here he was in his own flat, alone, with a beautiful woman who had come
to ask, to beg, or to purchase a favour of him! He glanced at the
clock; it was now past ten o’clock. In a few minutes the outer door
would be locked and the hall-porter gone! He rose, and, crossing over
to the table, poured himself out a stiff whisky. As he placed his glass
under the syphon he broke the long silence.
"Won’t you have another, Ruby?" he asked in a soft voice.
Ruby started, and the blood rushed to her face. Her courage oozed away.
Then she thought of her mission—she must not fail. She must keep cool
and play this man with his own game. She must fool him, deceive
him—appear to give in to him; permit him to make love to her, anything,
everything so long as she could persuade him to come forward with the
evidence that would save her lover from the crime that now dishonoured
his good name; that had ruined his life and threatened to ruin his
sister’s.
"Thank you, I will have a tiny drop, please, with plenty of soda."
Despard turned his back on her and half filled her tumbler with spirit,
he then frothed it over the brim with soda.
"Now then, go ahead," he laughed.
"I have come to you to-night to throw myself on your honour, to appeal
to your generosity—to beg you, to pray you, on my knees if necessary, to
help me to undo the great wrong that I have done to an innocent man.
Oh, Mr. Despard, I know you don’t like him, but I do not ask a favour
for him. I ask it for myself. You once said you were fond of me, that
you loved me. Think then what it means to me when I love Rupert Dale
more than life—more than honour—more than anything in this world or the
next. Think of my feelings—-night and day, night and day, never a
moment’s rest—never a moment’s peace; always the same terrible thought
clutching my heart, tearing my very soul. That I—I, his chosen love,
his future wife, have ruined him, blasted his life, branded his name
with dishonour, made him an outcast, an outlaw, hiding in shame from his
fellow-men. And Marjorie, his sister, she is suffering, too. I cannot
bear it any longer. I should have killed myself long ago if that would
have helped; but it would only end it for me, while he would live on,
never able to clear himself, without hope, doomed to life-long suffering
by my act. My statements were not believed. Your evidence contradicted
mine, or, at least, threw doubt on what I said. The jury would not
believe me, and an innocent man was condemned to penal servitude for my
crime. I know you saw the cheque in my hand because you frightened me
by asking me if it was my winnings. When I went out of the room I
turned as I reached the door and saw you looking at the blotting-pad.
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