"As to our future? Not a word," she replied. "But it’s for him to
decide. I shall not try to persuade him either way, though if I thought
it would be better for him were we never to meet again, I might be
persuaded to give way even in opposition to his wishes. I can’t say
yet. I haven’t had time to think.... I’ve suffered, Sir Reginald.
Rupert and I were more to each other than most brothers and sisters,
perhaps. But Jim is more to me than father or mother. He’s all the
world to me."
"Yes, yes, of course. But——"
"It’s for he and me to decide," Marjorie said again. "This blow that
has fallen, this shame, which I suppose attaches to my name, affects
only him and me. Not you nor my father, not you nor anyone else in the
world. We two must settle it, no one else."
She bowed gravely, and Sir Reginald turned away without speaking again.
There was nothing more to be said. He did not go straight home, he took
a long walk. His wishes had never been opposed, and he had not expected
opposition now.
What would his son say?
Directly after luncheon he broached the subject by asking when his leave
was up.
"In about a week’s time, guv’nor! Why, are you in a hurry to get rid of
me?"
Sir Reginald stood with his back to the great oak fireplace in the large
panel dining-room, and with fingers that were not quite steady lit a
cigar.
"When I bid Dale good-bye at Charing Cross Hospital before leaving
London he told me your secret, Jim. I was sorry to hear it from a
stranger’s lips. You’ve never kept anything from me before."
Jim nodded. "I’m sorry, sir. It was a secret I’ll admit. Love is
different—to other things, and I wanted to be sure of myself and sure of
her."
"That’s all right. But this unfortunate affair has, of course, altered
everything. I saw Marjorie this morning. I went over to sympathise
with her and see if we could do anything to help her. She broached the
subject."
"About our marriage?"
Sir Reginald looked at the end of his cigar. "There can be no question
of marriage now."
"Why not?"
"My boy!"
There was a long silence. Father and son looked into one another’s
eyes. The father was the first to lower his gaze.
"I love her, sir."
"Yes, of course." Sir Reginald coughed. "I’m sorry for you. But
you’re young. You—you don’t know your own mind."
Again a short silence. "Has anything I ever did at school or after I
left school, at Sandhurst or at home or since I joined the Flying Corps,
suggested to you that I don’t know my own mind? That I am fickle or
changeable?"
"No." Sir Reginald was not used to being questioned by his son. He was
off his guard.
"I’ve never shown myself a coward in any way, father?"
The old man started, came a step nearer to his boy and looked at him
again. And his eyes lighted as he smiled. "Good heavens, Jim, you a
coward! My dear boy!"
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