"I don’t mean just physically," Jim continued. "No normal, healthy man’s
afraid, of course. I suppose it’s the danger of my job that gives it a
zest. I’ve never shown myself to be the other sort of coward, either, I
hope?"
Sir Reginald just held out his hand.
"Wouldn’t it be cowardly, then, to desert the woman I love just at the
moment she most wants me? I don’t mean that she just wants my love, but
she wants my protection. The protection my name can give her. We have
a clean record, we Crichtons, haven’t we? I shall be smirching it if I
desert the woman I promised to marry just because her brother’s turned
out a bad egg."
"A convict. A felon."
"Yes, yes, but it would make no difference had he been a murderer."
Sir Reginald turned away. His cigar fell into the grate, he leaned his
arms on the mantelshelf and buried his face between his hands.
"What do you propose to do?" he asked eventually.
"To announce our engagement at once. Or, if that decision does not meet
with her or your approval, to wait a little while and then announce it.
I’ve given her my word, and I’m going to keep it. I’m sorry, father, if
it hurts you, but you must see that I’m right."
"I don’t see it!" Sir Reginald cried fiercely. Then, after a few
moments’ silence, "Do you know what it means if you persist in marrying
her? It means your career will be ended. You will have to send in your
papers."
"I don’t think so."
Sir Reginald turned round. "There can be no question. Do you mean to
say if you married a convict’s sister you would be tolerated in any
regiment, in any decent society?"
Jim sighed. "I don’t know. Perhaps you’re right. After all, aviation
is not confined to the army. I can still do my job. The world’s a big
place, father."
He stood by Sir Reginald’s side and laid his hand on his shoulder.
"I’m sorry if I’ve hurt you, dad. But, leaving my feelings out of the
question, putting aside society, even love, I feel it’s my duty to keep
my word, my duty to protect the woman who loves me."
Sir Reginald nodded his head. He looked at his son through a mist.
"Have you thought of your duty to me? Your duty to society, then—to the
State?"
"The fact that I love will not prevent me doing all three. The woman I
love is straight, clean, honourable. She has done nothing of which to
be ashamed. If because of this woman you and society and the State
refuse my services"—he shrugged his shoulders—"as I said, the world is
large, father. I’m young, and I can fight."
The old man held out his arms. "You’re young and you’ll forget. She’ll
forget, too, Jim. My boy, you don’t know what you’re doing. Why, she’s
only a girl. Inside of a year, she’ll forget it. There are lots of
men——" He stopped, hesitated, and looked at his son again. "Why, that
fellow, Mr. Despard, who was down here a little while ago, I know he’s
in love with her——"
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